“We should go. Before whoever monitors those wards realizes they’ve been breached.”
I nod. Settle Shadow more securely in my arms.
We leave the mill, stepping back into the mist, heading for the safety of Mistvale proper. The walk is silent. The grief is still there—raw, aching—but underneath it, determination is building. Purpose. The kind of cold, quiet fury that doesn’t burn out. That sustains itself until the job is done.
We’re halfway back to town when Aslan stops.
“What is it?”
He turns to face me. We’re alone here—no witnesses, no interruptions. Just the two of us and the cat in my arms and everything we’d just found out sitting heavy between us.
“This doesn’t end today.” His voice is low. Rough. “The Preservers, the conspiracy—it’s bigger than one cell, one plot. Whoever sent Iskra, whoever controlled Shadow—they’re still out there. They’ll come for you again.”
“I know.”
“I’m not leaving.” The words come out like they cost him. “Whatever happens next—the investigation, the danger, whatever we find—I’m in it. With you.”
My breath catches. “Aslan—”
“Let me finish.” He reaches up. His hand hovers near my face, then settles—gentle, so gentle—against my cheek. His palm is warm. “I shouldn’t let myself have anyone to lose.”
His thumb traces my cheekbone. I lean into the touch without meaning to.
“I thought—I can handle this. I can protect you without feeling anything. Keep my distance. Do my job.”
“How’s that working out for you?”
His laugh surprises us both. Low. Real. “Terribly.”
“I am a delight.”
“You’re impossible.” But he’s almost smiling. “The Preservers started this war. We’re going to finish it. And when it’s over—when you’re safe—”
“When I’m safe?” I shift Shadow in my arms, freeing one hand to press against Aslan’s chest. His heart beats steady beneath my palm. Strong. Certain. “What then?”
He doesn’t answer with words. He answers by leaning down, resting his forehead against mine, breathing me in like I’m the only air that matters.
We stay like that for a long moment. Not kissing—not yet. Something more intimate. More terrifying. The promise of things we’re both too scared to name but too stubborn to deny.
“We should get Shadow home.” I pull back first because one of us has to. Because there’s a war to fight and a familiar to save and revenge to plan. “The sooner we break the control magic, the sooner he can tell us what he knows.”
Aslan nods. His hand falls from my face. But his eyes hold mine for another beat—two—three.
“We?” Something warm shifts in his expression—not the guarded version of himself he usually shows the world, but the real thing, brief and undefended. “Did you think I was leaving?”
I think about everything that’s happened. The attacks. The revelations. The way he’s been there through all of it, in my kitchen, standing between me and danger like it’s the only place he’s ever belonged.
“No.” I adjust my grip on Shadow and start walking again. “I didn’t.”
We move through the mist, heading for town. For Anouk. For answers.
FOURTEEN
ASLAN
Ican’t deny it anymore.
I stand in the doorway of Leire’s bedroom, watching her sleep.