Page 47 of Pretty ’n Peak

And now he wasn’t going to. That was what he’d decided on the trail this morning.

Austin turned back when Jamie spoke up again, picking up like he hadn’t just dropped the conversation for two minutes to make out with his boyfriend. “He’s got hard limits on this whole section.”

Austin waited.

Well, what was it?

He wasn’t going to ask.

OK, maybe he was.

He’d just opened his mouth when Neil finally put him out of his misery. “Hard limit on a lot of the rougher roleplay stuff. No fear play, fantasy abandonment, kidnapping, interrogation, sleep dep, rape play, initiation rights, prison scenes, or religious scenes.”

Austin had forgotten half of that stuff was in there, though he knew people who were into all of it and he’d helped out—very peripherally—on a few scenes before. It was kind of nice to know that Mateo didn’t want any of it. None of that was his thing, either.

But what did Mateo actually want? This thing where they were just giving the hard limits was useful, but not what he really wanted to know.

So he finally caved. “Is there anything that he’s more interested in?”

Jamie giggled. “Well, he marked spankings as love it. Anything you’d happen to know about? Maybe some erotic massage?”

Austin refused to be embarrassed. Or to share.

Or to acknowledge how warm his chest felt, knowing that Mateo had loved what they’d done together.

“Anything else?”

“Most of the sex section is a love it. Blowjobs, giving and receiving. Anal sex, giving and receiving. All the sex toys for penetration… Willing to try on fisting, DP, and phone sex…”

Austin subtly shifted his hand to his lap.

“Oooooohhhhh!” Jamie sounded positively gleeful. “He marked lingerie, cross dressing, and feminization as very interested. Oh my God. We are so going shopping together.”

Austin swallowed hard. It was a good thing his hand was already covering his groin.

He’d thought there was something else Mateo was alluding to, something more than just worrying that he was too physically big to be a sub. And there it was. He was worried that he was too big and masculine to be pretty.

In general, Austin could go either way on men in dresses or lingerie. It was sexy when they were rocking it, loving their bodies and who they were. He’d also witnessed some hot role plays where boys were forced, to their pleasurable embarrassment, into skirts. But it was nothing he particularly looked for on his own.

The idea of shy, eager Mateo though, sliding on a pair of stockings while his breath trembled or strutting across the room clad only in scraps of lace… That had Austin’s cock filling in seconds.

Austin wouldn’t even need to see him to know that he’d be gorgeous. There was something instinctively sexy about someone reveling in their desires. And Mateo, with his poet’s words and eager pleas, would be breathtaking in silks.

Austin’s mood only soured when the word reminded him of that phrase from last night. Whoever had told this beautiful soul that he would be anything less than stunning was an asshole.

“Where do you shop for things like that?” he asked Jamie, suddenly very interested.

“For skirts and things, almost anywhere. I just waltz into the ladies’ section and curse out anyone who gives me a hard time.” He giggled. “Or I get Daddy and Neil to glare at them. For anything specific, like lingerie, you have to buy it designed for the appropriate anatomy. There are a couple kink shops in Portland with a limited selection, but the really good stuff is online. That’s where Neil buys me all my presents.”

Neil chuckled. “That’s where Neil buys you gift cards so you can choose presents for yourself.”

“I know! That’s because you looooove me.”

“I do love you,” Neil answered, with a quiet, calm confidence.

Austin knew where this was going, so he cut off the make-out session early. “Would you be able to order something for Mateo? I mean, would you know his size and things?”

“Oh, hell yes. I was just looking at this perfect cami yesterday, and it was too dark for my skin tone, this deep burgundy with laces up the side, but mmmmmmmmm… it would just be delicious on your boy. I think it’s still on sale.”