Page 28 of Love Lessons: Expanded Edition

If Landon already knew what he wanted, that meant he hadn’t really thought about it. Even if it was his favorite, Dustin didn’t want him asking for it without thinking. He wanted this to be good for Landon. To reward him for being his teacher and give him something to remember.

He paused, waiting for Landon’s full attention. Imagine that I’m not here yet. And imagine that this isn’t a lesson. You know that I’m about to arrive, and you’re visualizing what we might do tonight. What’s your fantasy? You can add things we won’t actually do, just tell me what you’d want. Like, if I knew what I was doing. Then we can go from there.

He quickly held up one finger, interrupting before Landon could answer. Close your eyes, think about it, and then let me know.

Landon obediently closed his eyes. It was weird and also intimate, kneeling on the floor together like this. He hadn’t even come close to the blowjob he’d intended, and he was still wearing all his clothes. But instead of feeling like a failure, he was starting to feel more confident.

It was strange slipping in and out of negotiations and advice, but after that gentle press of Landon’s fingers to his lips, it felt like things were sliding into place.

Dustin took a moment to watch Landon as he thought, enjoying the small smile that formed on his face. He was realizing that there were a lot of ways that he liked seeing Landon. He was so strong and bold, even when he submitted, which made it somehow more beautiful.

Landon opened his eyes, lifting his hands eagerly.

Dustin interrupted again. Don’t just say it. Tell me the story. Make me feel it.

Landon’s eyes widened, and then he smiled. Like he knew that he was sexy and desired, but acting a little impish now. Everything in my fantasy? he asked.

Everything,Dustin confirmed, though it hadn’t really been a question. Landon was just building it up.

It would start when I opened the door. You’d notice what I was wearing, and you’d be so turned on that you couldn’t hold back. You’d throw me against the wall and start kissing me and groping me. And you’d still have all of your clothes on and I’d be nearly naked.

Dustin groaned. That’s what I wanted to do, he confirmed. Well, once he put down the awkward muffins. And thank fuck Landon had mentioned kissing, because he’d been watching those lips since they first met.

Once Landon mentioned him staying dressed it put that in a completely different perspective, too. He’d felt like he was slow in getting undressed, like Landon was ahead of him. But keeping his clothes on purposefully, so that Landon felt more naked and exposed, was a powerful image.

He motioned for Landon to go on, letting his desire show on his face.

Then, you would drag me to the bedroom and cuff me to the bed frame. I’d be at your mercy.

That’s right, Dustin agreed. He placed his hands on Landon’s naked thighs, evoking a gasp as Landon continued.

And then, in my fantasy, you’d spank me until I was on the edge and then use the crop.

Oh, fuck. That sounded amazing. He knew he had to practice before he used a crop, but he thought that he could spank Landon safely as long as he could see his face. He scratched his fingernails along Landon’s thighs, drawing out another gasp from him.

But you wouldn’t let me come,Landon continued. You’d turn me over and stroke me, but you wouldn’t let me come. Landon’s eyes were merely slits now, and he leaned forward, imagining the situation.

No, I wouldn’t,Dustin confirmed. Not until I say.

Landon shivered and looked up at him beseechingly.

What next? he prompted.

Landon just turned his gorgeous gray eyes upward, the longing evident on his face.

What?Dustin asked again, more gently this time.

You would… decide when I came, Landon finally answered.

That sounded hot as fuck, but it was also confusing. Was that the end of the fantasy? He was so absorbed in the moment that it took him a minute to think it through. Landon didn’t sound like he was just talking about edging, which Dustin already knew that he personally loved doing to partners.

It sounded like he was talking about orgasm denial. It wasn’t on the list, though.

And if I said no?

Landon shuddered, a full-body shudder. He wanted it badly.

Then he gave Dustin that signature seductive grin, the one that Dustin was starting to realize he used when he was dodging. You’d have to give in eventually, right? I mean, it’s just tonight. So you’d let me come.

No, that wasn’t what Landon wanted at all. Did he even know what he wanted? Maybe this was one of those soft limits that he claimed he didn’t have. His words and his body said such different things.

But Dustin was going to figure it out.