“Home?” I scoff, and ignore the longing the word elicits. “You call being locked in a room home?”
“I call being surrounded by people who love you ‘home.’” The words are spoken in a level tone, but naked fear drips from his voice.
Then I understand.
“Who was she?” I ask.
“She?” he repeats.
“The woman you lost.”
A heavy silence follows. Yeah, I hit pay dirt. I remind Blade of someone he loved—and lost.
“Whatever happened, this isn’t the same,” I say. “I can take care of myself.”
“The way you took care of yourself when you nearly bled to death on Raith’s couch?”
I shrug. “Everyone has a bad day.”
“We will not risk you being harmed,” Blade says.
“You can’t keep me here indefinitely.”
“Don’t be too sure of that.”
I let a moment of silence pass, then say, “I’m hampered by this damn sigil, and you know it.”
He releases a breath. “Without it, you won’t return.”
“I returned today.”
“Don’t insult my intelligence,” he says in a weary voice. “We both know that the sigil would have forced you back.”
So that’s how it works.
“Exactly where were you?” he asks.
“What if I promise not to run away?” I say, instead of answering his question.
Silence stretches out.
“A promise won’t stop you from pulling stunts like you did today,” he finally says.
“We can work something out,” I say. “One thing that will help is Stony. She can take any shape I need her to.” I don’t mention that she won’t like it.
“The howling night pig might be a good idea,” he says. “She would have to remain small. A mouse, perhaps.”
“And the sigil?” I wince at the hopeful note in my voice.
He starts for the door and my heart falls.
The doorknob jiggles and he says, “It would have to be a blood pact.”
Blood pact? I shiver. Blood packs are virtually invincible, and they bind the partners together for…well, life.
“That’s overkill, don’t you think?” I say.
“Overkill? You nearly died right in front of us.”