Page 20 of Tame Me

“Fuck it,” Reid mutters as he pulls his fingers out of me. He unzips his pants, and with one swift motion, he grabs me by my hips and forces his cock deep into my cunt. He is so fucking big that I instantly try to pull away, but he starts ramming into me.

“Oh, God!” I moan. “Please. Yes. Oh my God!”

“This tight little cunt,” Reid growls as he slams into me. Little by little, he is pulling me back off the bench so my knees are on the mat below. Once I’m there, he lies and pulls me down to straddle him so I can take him back into my pussy. This allows me to rock my hips as he thrusts his hips up, causing our bodies to violently collide.

I have completely forgotten about Thane until he is pushing into my ass, making my entire body tense up. “Let me in, Ayla. Relax,” he groans.

They start in on an alternating pattern as they fuck me, and I quickly lose all the energy left in my body. I lie across Reid’s chest as they fuck me hard and deep. When they start to come, they both moan my name. By the time they pull out of me, I am mostly unconscious.

One of them scoops me into their arms, but I don’t know which one. I am too exhausted to open my eyes, so I will figure that out later. I trust they will take care of me, so I relax.

When I am lying on a bed, I open my eyes only to not recognize where I am. I gasp and sit up fast, only for Thane and Reid to pull me back down to lie on the bed.

“You’re okay. Just relax,” Thane says softly. “We are in my bed.”

“I passed out,” I sigh. “Someone picked me up, and that was it.”

“Yep, you didn’t even make it to the elevator,” Thane remarks. “We need to talk for a second.”

“Am I in trouble?” I ask.

“No,” he says with a smile. “Roll and talk to Reid.”

I give him a confused look, but roll to face Reid. “Is everything okay?” I ask worriedly.

“I love you,” he says bluntly. He cups my cheek when I just stare at him. “I don’t know when it happened. It’s not professional, but it’s true. You got upset because you felt like we were only seeing you for your trauma, but Ayla… You are everything. The best part of my day turns into the worst when I have to walk away from you. You're all I think about, and I am ready to face whatever the consequences of that are. It’s not fair for me to preach to you to communicate and focus on what you want in life when I don’t do the same. Truthfully, I had a horrific childhood, and my college years were awful, too. I tried to kill myself in college, but Thane saved me.”

“How does that change things?” I ask. “I don’t know what to say.”

“Ayla, you don’t have to say anything,” Reid tells me. “I can reassign you to Tabitha, but…”

“No!” I object. “Why are you trying to get rid of me?”

“I’m not, but I want what’s best for you, sweetheart,” he says. “If my feelings make you uncomfortable…”

I lean forward and kiss him hard, making him relax and sigh into my lips. “You and Thane are the best things that came into my life,” I say. “I just don’t want to lose either of you because you both make me feel safe.”

“I will stay close to you for as long as you want,” he tells me softly. “But we have to do this right. I don’t want to create a codependency.”

“I’ve been controlled my entire life, and I grew comfortable with it a long time ago,” I say. “There’s nothing wrong with letting someone I trust have control. I want to give that control to both of you.”

“There is a difference between power exchange and dependency,” Reid tells me. “We will make sure you have all the tools you need to be independent. If you choose to let us maintain control going forward, you still have those skills. I never want you to feel trapped.”

“Okay,” I say with a sweet smile.

“Let’s relax for a while, and then we can eat dinner,” Thane says, kissing my temple.

I’m standing at the end of Thane’s bed, watching him and Reid sleep. I got up and went to the bathroom so I could wait. I’m confident that they’re both back in a deep sleep now, so I tiptoe over to my room and slip my shoes on before walking back to Thane’s room. I know that my door opening will alert him via text, but his doesn’t. I gently pull the door open and look at the screen of his phone as it lies face up on the nightstand. When nothing happens, I slip out and shut the door.

I’m out of the room, but now I have to avoid being seen by anyone so I can get out of the building. My car is parked here, so I won’t have to worry about finding a ride and implicating anyone. I left my phone in my car, so I can find out what I need to know quickly.

It takes me a while, but eventually, I am able to get out of the building and into my car. As I drive down the long stretch of road, I keep all my lights off. I am not allowed to leave campus, and if I get caught, I might actually get kicked out.

I push those thoughts aside and call the one person I know can get me the info. The phone rings as I wait for my roommate from the psych ward to answer. She was released a week before me, so I know she is out in the world somewhere, unless she got herself in trouble again.

“Hello?” Nina answers.

“Hey, it’s Ayla,” I say.