Page 83 of Lucky Haven

A thrill riots through me. “Might be nice.”

He chokes on a laugh. “You keep saying things that nobody has ever said.”

I lean in and lick up the little drop of arousal. Then I smile at him. “You can come in my mouth, Cowboy.”

“Fuck.”

“Or that, too.” I lick him again. “You want me to climb on top?”

“Pretty virgin says what, now?” He drags a hand over his face. “Yeah, suck me a little, and we’ll see where this goes.”

“Tell me what to do.”

“You don’t need sex lessons, Haven. You’re a glorious natural.”

I smile, pleased at the praise. “Humour me, then.” I lick him a third time. “Teach me how to give a blow job, because I’ve never done this before.”

“Shit, that shouldn’t be so hot.” He hisses through his teeth. “I want you to suck on the tip. Get me in your mouth, feel how big I am for you.”

I wrap my lips around him, and he bucks his hips immediately, driving against my tongue.

“Fuck, sorry.” He pulls out. “Open wider for me, baby.”

I kiss his tip and try again, and this time he trembles but holds still, and I slide my mouth around his crown and onto his shaft, taking him what feels like fully into my mouth, but I know it’s only part of him.

He’s so big, and my mouth stretches so wide, it’s hard to coordinate at first.

Cash gathers my hair, holding it behind my head, and he pulls my hand to the base of his shaft, showing me how to stroke him and suck at the same time.

Between my legs, my sex pulses with awareness.

I want this thick length inside me.

“Your mouth feels amazing.” He swears under his breath. “But I want to be inside you again.”

I pop off him and lick my lips. “You read my mind.”

He digs out a condom and holds it out. “Next lesson.”

My fingers shake, but I figure it out, and then Cash sits up and pulls me into his lap.

It’s different like this. Less energetic, more intensely deep.

He holds my gaze and moves me on top of him.

“This isn’t just lessons,” he rasps.

I nod and kiss him.

I know.

But the lessons make it safe.

And when he slides a hand between us, finding my clit with his thumb, I tell myself it can be lessons and more, at the same time. It can be safe and reckless at the same time. When this is over, I’ll pretend this didn’t mean everything to me.

But until it’s done, it secretly is my entire world.

And I love it.