All the years I fucked my own hand instead of going home with someone who wasn’t exactly what I wanted…I thought I was punishing myself with a fantasy that could never be, but I should have had more faith. Maybe if I’d let myself believe that Haven could be mine, I’d have tasted her pureness in that first kiss and known she was mine in every way.
But I can’t dwell in regret tonight. Tomorrow, there will be time to replay my worst nightmare. Tonight, I only want to focus on the sweet relief of having her in my bed again. Not closed off, not reading herself to sleep. Splayed out, thighs curling up, pussy so slick my cock instinctively knows she’s ready for me.
I need to make her come first, though, because when I get inside her, I’m not lasting long. Not the first time. But I’ll love her again and again, as often as she needs.
I suck her clit, drinking in her arousal, and I give her my fingers again, too.
This was worth waiting for.
She drives her hips, chasing her pleasure, and against my tongue, her clit stiffens.
This is worth everything.
When her whole body rises to meet my mouth, it feels like we’re back on top of the mountain, watching the sunset. Never knew a happiness like that before. Didn’t know I’d lose it so damn quickly. But I won’t lose her again.
With a cry, she comes apart for me. I swallow every delicious drop, licking her through the shuddering waves before she tugs my hair.
“Please, Cash.”
“Let me get…” I slur the words as her hands slide down my neck. Soft, delicate, lovely hands, urging me up her body. My chest heaves as I finish the thought. “A condom.”
“I don’t want to use one tonight.”
Between us, my cock thickens against her bare skin, a bead of precome pulsing at the contact. Wetting her belly with my seed.
She licks her lips as she stares up at me. “Or ever again.”
I stare, dumbstruck.
Her mouth curves in a pleased smile. “I know you need a minute to process that, but—”
I crush my lips to hers and hitch her thighs up around my waist.
Words are sometimes a challenge for me, but actions…I can show her right fucking now how right it feels to be inside her. Bare, nothing between us.
I slide my cock along the length of her slit first, coating myself in the sweet honey from her first orgasm, before I notch the tip right at her snug entrance and brace myself over her.
She cups my face, holding our gazes together as I press into her. Inch by inch, I sink home. There are no words to properly describe the sweet grip of her pussy around my shaft. Hot. Wet. Soft. Tight. Incredible. Mine.
Her eyes flare, her breath catching, hot spots flaring in her cheeks at the way I stretch her open.
Which only makes my cock swell further. Never been bigger than I am inside her right now.
“Are you…” My voice catches.
“I’m…” She takes a shallow breath. Then, “I missed you.”
Fuck.
I snap my hips and drive the rest of the way inside her, burying my cock balls deep.
Then the floodgates open and I find my fucking words. “You’re doing so good for me.” My voice is rough with hunger. “I love how you take me.”
She squirms under me, rocking her hips. “Deeper, Cash.”
“Yeah, baby. I’ve got you.” I scoop my hands under her hips and cradle her, driving into her body, giving her what she asks for—and chasing what I need, too. More, more, endlessly more.
“I love how you feel, how tight you are. Hot and perfect. Never want to leave you again.”