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“I don't know, maybe not trying to remember my past and moving forward. She looked really old and gray, and I could tell she’d had cosmetic surgery on her face. I didn't even think about looking at her and seeing she was my mom.”

“What about your pops? Where is he at?” he asked, curious.

“She said he died years ago, but I’m going to find out everything when we meet up when we come back from the Virgin Islands.”

“So, you want to make things right with her?”

“No, I just want closure.”

“I think you should make up with her. That would be dope since she is alive and doing well. No matter what went down, I’d love to have my mother alive, sharing this moment with me.” Dexz smiled. He had a new look on life, so he resented no one.

“I don't know, babe. I don't want to invite her into our life, and she leaves my babies for another damn religion. I can't take that kind of heartache anymore, and I don't want that on my kids.”

“I understand. Just give it some thought and meet with her after the honeymoon like you said. If you need me with you, I’ll be there to feel out her energy.”

“Thanks for understanding, baby.” She smiled and then kissed his lips as the cameraman took a picture.

“You know I’ll always try to make sense of things for you. I love you.”

“I love you too, and I am so happy right now. I really am.”

She looked around the venue at all her family and friends as they threw hundred-dollar bills and rose petals while they danced to their favorite songs. She had everything she needed in her life. She felt like she didn't need her mother, but she was going to do what her husband advised. She just wasn’t in a rush to make peace with her mother.

Chapter 39

SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE

Lying on the white sand in the US Virgin Islands had Dexz at peace. His parole officer approved of him leaving for two weeks, so he was living his best life. After a year, he was 100% better and ready to take more trips with his wife and kids. However, they were kid-free on their honeymoon, staying in a mansion on a private beach.

Adult time was what they were craving, especially after not being intimate for a couple of months due to his medication messing up his sex drive. So they lay under a canopy fully equipped with a mini bar, a projector television, and a table full of appetizers because they planned to be outside until sunset. For the first time in a long time, they didn’t have to worry about anything and had a clear head.

Pretti was in reverse, sitting on his lap while Dexz massaged her ass cheeks with sunblock. He was infatuated with the new weight she’d gained after having Beauti. She had gotten so thick, she was close to being a BBW. She embraced her curves as much as he did and had no plans on slimming down.

She got distracted from looking for a movie for them to watch when his hands felt like a professional deep-tissue massage, which relaxed her. He pulled her ass closer to his face by her colorful waist beads and then pulled her bikini thong to the side.

“I’m not gonna ever find us anything to watch with the way you are feeling all on me.” She looked back at him and giggled.

He wiped the rest of the sunblock from his hands with the huge towel they were lying on and then used his middle finger to please her, causing her to moan softly. He smirked as he gazed at her through his dark, rectangular Versace shades. He enjoyed her off-guard sex faces.

“Just turn on some music. We ain’t finna be watching TV anyway.” His focus went back to her middle. He put her face in her kitty, going from her clit and up her crack, causing her to get weak in the knees.

She quickly turned on an R&B playlist from YouTube and then started taking his manhood from his swim trunks. Being in 69 was their favorite position, but he stopped her.

“Nah, I want you to ride me in the position you’re already in. It’s been a minute since I saw that ass move on me.” He took off his shades so he could get a good look at the moves she was about to put on him.

She slid down on his dick, and he started stroking her from the bottom. She caught his rhythm and took over. She rotated and bounced on him as he watched her cream. Her hormones were on the rise, so she was orgasming as she grinded on his pelvis. Dexz enjoyed her getting off, but he knew she was worn out because she was slowing down.

He put her in missionary and anticipated getting his off a few times like her. He needed her, so he let off in her once, but his manhood stayed hard enough for him to not stop. Pretti had pussy that he melted in, so bussing back-to-back in her was effortless. After close to two hours, they took a break to eat, have a drink, and finally watch a movie, but they were back at it again once the liquor and weed Pretti was thankful to sneak on their private flight fully kicked in.

They weren’t just having a lot of sex because they were horny, but they were planning their third child the right way through wedlock. They were doing everything right moving forward, starting with family planning. They were young but wanted to be responsible.

Chapter 40

FRESH START

Pretti parked her Porsche truck in front of her mother’s beautiful brick home in New Jersey and killed her engine. She looked at her phone, then at the address on the curb, to make sure she was at the right home. She thought she was going to pull in front of a rundown apartment, feeling her mother had lost it all to the cult she was in, but sure enough, it was the right address. She had the kids with her, so she took them out, and they walked up her mother’s driveway.

She waited five months after her honeymoon to meet with her, and she finally got the nerve because she prayed hard about the decision she was going to make. When she reached the door, her mother was already standing there with a flute of champagne and a smile on her face.