I closed her door, walked around, and got in.
The first thing I did was check my gun. Same spot. Same position. I adjusted it once, then leaned back and lit my blunt.
She kept glossing her lips, pressing them together.
In my head, I laughed.
Them thick ass lips gon' be on my dick in thirty minutes.
I shook my head once, low, amused with myself more than anything.
The engine came alive when I started it.
I pulled off smoothly, reached over, and turned the music on. The old school group Portrait came through the speakers, clean. “Here We Go Again” was the song.
I drove with one hand, smoking, letting the city open up in front of me.
I glanced over at her.
She was moving her head slightly, catching the rhythm, trying not to sing.
I smirked.
“I see you,” I said. “Go ahead. Show your real age, Miss Thirty-Eight.”
She burst out laughing.
“Okay, you got me,” she said, shaking her head. “That’s my song.”
“Yeah,” I said, taking another pull. “And I don’t like liars.”
She looked at me, still smiling. “I didn’t lie.”
“You shaved a few years off,” I said. “That counts.”
She leaned back in her seat, more relaxed now. The alcohol had settled into her body. Her voice had dropped a little. Movements slower. More comfortable.
I hopped on the freeway, and my mind moved.
My thirty-sixth birthday was around the corner.
Too much built. Too much established. Too much power in every part of my life that actually mattered.
And still…
I was driving through the city with a woman I didn’t care about, knowing exactly how the night was going to end before it even got there.
I exhaled, watching the smoke disappear into the dark.
My interview with Alana wasn’t supposed to be a joke.
That was the problem.
I meant everything I said.
I just hadn’t moved on it yet.
I made a right, heading into Studio City, California… Near Universal Studios.