Page 43 of Her Forbidden Bargain

“Because I like the way you look at me.”

“Ah, ego. I should have known.”

He just shook his head. Then kissed her one more time, because he couldn’t resist her mouth when it was this close.

He lifted her in his arms and carried her down the hall to his bedroom. Laying her in the center of his bed, he came down over her, bracing his weight on his forearms so that there was a small gap between their bodies.

“I want you to live with me.”

“I am living with you,” she said.

“I mean, even after the engagement party and my family goes home.”

“Am I here for them?” she asked.

“No, ma petite. You are here for me, and I’m asking you to stay.”

Sheri held her breath as Tristan lowered himself over her. She would never say it out loud, but she loved the feel of him on top of her. It made their relationship real when, after they made love, she’d wrap her arms and legs around him and just hold him, pretending she never had to let go.

But now, she thought, she might not have to let go. She didn’t know what he meant by asking her to stay, but it sounded positive. She couldn’t believe she’d waited so long to move in with him. Granted it had only been for a little over a week. But their lives had meshed together.

She liked living with him. For the first time in her entire life, she felt like she was in the place where she was meant to be with the man to whom she belonged.

“What do you mean?”

“That I want you to stay with me, and not just as my temporary fiancée. I want this to be permanent.”

She felt a rush of joy and she tipped her head back, blinking so he wouldn’t see the tears in her eyes. She took a deep breath and felt the gentle stroking of his finger against the side of her cheek.

“So what do you think?”

Her gaze met his and she tried to read the emotions there, but as always she had no idea what he was feeling. But she knew what she felt. She loved this man. She wanted nothing more than to say she was his and live the rest of her life with him.

“I think yes. I’d love to spend the rest of my life with you.”

He gave her a tight smile and kissed her. “Great.”

“Great? That’s all you can say?”

“It seemed more appropriate than ‘get naked.’”

She laughed and hugged him tightly to her. “Get naked would work.”

“Really?”

“Yes!”

He laughed then, and she felt a sense of rightness deep down in her soul. In that empty part that had been hollow since her father had left all those long years ago.

He started to unbutton her blouse and she put her hands in his thick hair, rubbing the back of his scalp as he undressed her. She thought of the wedding plans she’d put off making, because planning a wedding she wasn’t going to follow through with had seemed like torture. But now she could stop putting off Blanche and really start thinking about the kind of bride she’d be.

“When do you want to get married? I know we’d been putting off picking a date because of the pretense, but now that we’re going through with it things are different.”

Tristan stopped unbuttoning her blouse and lifted himself off of her body. “Married?”

“Isn’t that what you meant, Tristan? If we’re going to live together permanently…”

He pushed completely off her and sat on the edge of the bed, his back to her. And she realized he hadn’t meant marriage. “What were you thinking?”