“For a while,” I agreed.
She looked down.
“Thank you,” I said. “For telling me.”
Her eyes searched mine.
“You’re not angry?”
“No.”
“Not even a little?”
“I am angry at the men who taught you that love must be purchased with your disappearance.”
Her mouth trembled.
“But not at you,” I said. “Never for being afraid.”
I kissed her forehead.
Then I got her off the floor.
The soup had gone cold, so I took her to the kitchen. I warmed it myself. Added fresh bread. Cut it into pieces because she looked too tired to manage anything that required effort.
She sat on the counter in her pajamas while I stood between her knees.
“Open,” I said.
She gave me a glare with no force behind it.
“I can feed myself.”
“I know.”
“You’re being annoying.”
“Sometimes, Daddies are annoying.”
“Daddy!”
“Open.”
She opened her mouth.
I gave her a piece of bread first. Then a spoonful of soup. Warm tomato, beans, garlic, olive oil. Delicous food, but simple enough to settle her stomach.
She swallowed.
“Again,” I said.
By the fifth spoonful, some color had returned to her face.
By the tenth, she leaned against my shoulder between bites.
“Now,” I said, “we talk about what you can do tomorrow.”
Her eyes narrowed.