“I know.”
I held Gianni-the-wolf against my chest.
Then I said it.
“I would like Daddy now.”
Sal looked at me for one long second.
“Then come inside, little one.”
He helped me change into soft pajamas. Not because I could not do it myself. Because I wanted him there. He turned away when I changed my underwear and top, then faced me when I asked.
He brought hot chocolate to the sitting room.
Gianni-the-wolf sat beside Olimpo on the rug.
Olimpo sniffed him once, gave a low judgmental sound, then put one giant paw over the wolf’s lopsided body.
“Protection,” Sal said.
“Or a hostage situation.”
“Yeah, either works.”
I sat on the floor between Sal’s feet with my coloring book. This time, I made the Firebird red and gold. Not every feather. I left one wing black.
Sal read from the storybook in his terrible Russian accents. His tsar still sounded like a tired Chicago cop. His wolf sounded suspiciously like Tonio. I corrected him twice and then gave up because I liked hearing him try.
My body settled without falling apart.
Halfway through the story, I leaned back against his shin.
“Sal?”
“Yes, little one?”
“That was my first real date.”
The book went quiet.
His hand came down over my hair. Warm. Heavy. Certain.
“Then I owe you more. And considerably better ones,” he said.
I looked up at him.
“You think you can do better than an arcade and grilled cheese?”
“I know I can.”
I smiled and returned to my firebird.
Behind me, Sal kept reading.
Outside, the war waited.
But inside, the wolf guarded Olimpo, the firebird grew bright beneath my pencil, and I let myself believe there would be another date after this one.