Sawyer: That sounds like a you problem.
I smiled despite myself and tucked my feet beneath me on the couch.
Me: It absolutely is a you problem.
Sawyer: I didn’t make you open Instagram, Sunshine.
Me: You kind of did…
Sawyer: Oh yeah, how is that?
Me: You asked me to hang out…
Me: And then you posted a thirst trap.
There was a short pause before her reply appeared.
Sawyer: That was not a thirst trap.
Me: Your tank top would disagree.
Sawyer: Careful, Sunshine.
Heat crept up my neck at that.
Me: I’m just making observations.
Sawyer: You’re doing more than observing.
I stared at the message for a second, my fingers hovering over the keyboard before I typed.
Me: Maybe.
The typing bubble appeared again.
Sawyer: So, you never answered the question… I am in my workshop now, but probably going for a drink this evening. Wanna join?
My heart skipped hard enough that I felt it in my throat. The answer that jumped into my head was an immediate yes. I could picture it too easily… sitting across from her at Blake’s, the easy way she leaned against the counter, the way her voice would drop a little when she’d say, ‘Sunshine.’
Then reality followed right behind the impulse. Dinner with Jason.
I stared at the screen for a long moment, my stomach twisting with the kind of disappointment that felt bigger than it probably should have.
Me: I have a dinner tonight…
Sawyer: Rain check then?
Relief and regret tangled together in my chest.
Me: Rain check for sure.
Sawyer: Deal, sunshine.
I would have said yes without hesitation if Jason didn’t already have a reservation with my name on it. I set my phone down beside me on the couch and tried my best to do a little more work.
* * *
By the time I got to Back Bay, the sun had dipped low enough that the city had started to glow in that soft early-evening light that made everything look a little more expensive than it actually was. I paused outside the restaurant for a second, smoothing a hand down the front of my dress before stepping inside.