“Fine.”
“And the boys?”
“They’re fine.”
“Wyatt?”
“What?” No, that’s rude. Don’t say that. Ask him how he is.
“I — I don’t know why I’m calling. But I did want to say I’m sorry for not telling you about Linden. I didn’t think I would want to stay. I thought I’d stay out of your hair for two weeks and then leave. It seemed easier.”
I close my eyes for a second.
I have, in the months since he drove away from the barn, told myself a great many things about those last days. I have told myself I was right to send him away. I have told myself I had cause.
And I did. But I should have let him talk to me. I know how it must have looked to him. My father used to do it to my mother. She called it the silent treatment and it was brutal.
I never meant to do that. From where I was standing, it felt like the inside of my throat closing up. I couldn’t handle it.
I open my eyes.
“It’s okay,” I say finally. “It was a complicated situation.”
He breathes out. I hear it.
And then finally, I get the sentence out. “How are you doing?”
“I’m good. I’m being made a partner at work.”
“Good. Then... that’s good.”
The fridge hums. The screen door creaks. The mortgage papers are on the kitchen table inside their folder under a stack of bills. The bank’s confirmation of the six-month payment holiday came in an envelope last week and the envelope is in the same folder.
That’s the decision I made. It’s not really a decision, just a deferred one.
“Right,” he says again, when I do not say anything else.
“I should go,” I say.
“Right.”
“Matthew shouldn’t have called you.”
“He didn’t say anything. I want you to know that. He left the phone on the counter. I heard the kitchen for a few seconds. That’s all.”
“Ah.”
“I’m sorry I called back.”
“It’s fine.”
“Wyatt?”
“Yeah?”
He pauses.
“Take care of yourself.”