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“Never?”

“Student budget, remember? Symphony tickets aren’t exactly in the ramen-and-rent category.” He shook his head, still staring up at the chandeliers. “This is incredible.”

“I’m glad you think so.”

Chad turned to look at him, and his face opened in a way Hank wasn’t prepared for. “I mean it. This place matters to you, and you wanted to share it with me. That’s—” he paused. “No one’s done that before.”

“Then the men you’ve known were fools.”

“Present company excluded?”

“Jury’s still out on me.”

Chad grinned—that quick, bright flash that Hank was becoming addicted to—and the tightness in Hank’s chest eased.

They made their way through the crowd toward the Concert Hall entrance. Hank had splurged on tickets: a private box on the second tier, the kind of expense he rarely indulged. But tonight felt worth it. Public enough to feel like they were part of something, private enough to simply be two people enjoying music together.

As they crossed the foyer, Hank caught a flicker of movement at the edge of his vision. A man near the far wall, watching. Dark jacket, forgettable face. When Hank looked directly at him, the man turned away, studying a program.

Paranoid. You’re being paranoid.

He let the thought go and followed Chad toward the doors.

The box was intimate—four seats tucked into a curved alcove with a perfect sightline to the stage. Below them, the Concert Hall was filling, patrons finding their places, the orchestra warming up in that discordant symphony of tuning that always quickened Hank’s pulse.

Chad settled into the seat beside him, still looking around. “This is your world, isn’t it?”

“What do you mean?”

“The garden, the gallery—those were my places. This is yours.” He gestured at the hall, the chandeliers, the stage. “This is where you come to feel things.”

Hank considered the question. He’d been here dozens of times over the years. Benefits, galas, solo concerts when the apartment felt too quiet. Always alone. Always watching other couples share programs, lean close during the quiet passages, hold hands in the dark.

“I suppose it is,” he said. “I never thought of it that way.”

“Thank you for letting me in.”

“You showed me yours. Only fair.”

The lights flickered—the two-minute warning. Around them, the last patrons hurried to their seats, and the hall settled into that expectant hush that preceded every performance.

The conductor emerged to applause, acknowledged the audience, and turned to face the orchestra.

Hank felt Chad’s hand brush his on the armrest. He turned his palm up, and their fingers interlaced.

The first notes rose into the air.

Tchaikovsky’s Fifth had always felt like a conversation with himself.

The opening clarinet—that low, mournful statement of the fate theme—was every doubt he’d ever had about who he was. The way it passed through the strings, building and retreating, was the years of hiding. And then the waltz in the second movement, that gorgeous sweeping melody, was every moment of unexpected joy. Every time he’d felt, despite everything, that maybe it would be all right.

He’d listened to this symphony dozens of times. But tonight, with Chad beside him, the music hit differently.

Hank glanced over. Chad was motionless, barely breathing, his face lit by the glow from the stage. Not crying—nothing so overt—but something had stilled in him. The constant motion, the quick wit, the deflection—all of it gone. Just a man listening to something that mattered, letting it reach him.

This is what I wanted. Someone who feels it too.

The third movement was longing. Pure, aching longing. Hank had always heard his own isolation in it—the sense of watching life from outside, never quite belonging. But now he heard something else. He heard the longing answered.