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Has he seen me touch myself at night, thinking of him?

Oh, God.

I approach my desk, lifting things, move on to the bookcase, and my closet, but I find nothing.

Exhausted, I fall onto the bed, tears running down my cheeks.

I don’t know how to get out of this. I fear that if Kayden and I are under the same roof, there will always be something else. It’s been this way since we met.

He always finds a way to get under my skin.

Tormenting me, seducing me, making me feel things for him.

My stomach clenches. Bile rises up my throat from the things we’ve done.

From what I almost let him do to me.

I have to get Kayden far away from me. Force him out of my life.

Make him fend for himself. Out of sight, out of mind, right?

I get up, fists to my side, and stand up straight.

“I’m not letting Kayden get away with this. I’m not letting him ruin my life.”

I may be forced to take the rest of the semester off. I may have to change schools after this. But he isn’t ending all I’ve worked hard for. I’ve got the grades, and I know I can get into a good college. I can still achieve my dreams and hopes for the future. It’ll simply have to be somewhere farther, where no one knows my name.

“If I’m going down this way, he’ll go down worse,” I chant to myself.

He’s not getting away with this. He’s got an attitude problem, and he won’t change unless he’s forced to.

I’ll be sure to exchange some words with Lucas at dinner tonight.

I grab my laptop and open a search engine.

The perfect plan is brewing in my mind.

He wants to play?

Okay, then.

Game on.

24

KAYDEN

ONE WEEK AFTER THE SEX TAPE - 19 YEARS OLD

I did not fucking do it.

I did have cameras installed in places I knew Madelyn frequented, and our home library is one of those places.

And I did get drunk last night and brainstormed ways to make her pay for what she’s done to me, how else to torment her, deceive her into playing with me a little longer.

I even remember going as far as pulling out that video on my laptop and watching it, ending the night jerking off after a little too much to drink and an unhealthy obsession with replaying that clip. She looked gorgeous with her mouth full of my cock.

Heck, I woke up with dried cum in my hand. It was a bitch to clean up.