again. I’m going to keep this on the counter where she can see it. That way, every time she looks over,
she’ll be reminded of the hurdle she pushed through along with the humiliation that accompanied it.
The look on her face as she enters the brightly lit room makes my balls clench even though I just
got off. Shaping my mouth into a hostile grin, I set the cup down and drag her the rest of the way in. So
far, she’s yet to even attempt the word ‘lavender’ or anything else that will cause me to stop.
I know she wants to. I’ve watched her lips twitch with every new thing I inflict on her, but she
still hasn’t said a word. The moment she does, I’ll stop everything, but until that moment, I’m going to
drive her to the brink of sanity and watch as she shatters beneath my expert touch.
She listed humiliation under things she wanted to try, and my God did she take to it like a fish to
water. Though she may not have realized just how much of her craved that humiliation, I knew it. I
saw it from the moment she practically melted under my praise. For me, praise isn’t really a kink; it’s
a way of life.
I love rewarding submissives with a ‘good girl,’ but for me, they have to earn it. That’s why
humiliation and I go together so seamlessly. Though I’ve played mind games with other submissives
before, there’s just something about Lila that makes it all the more satisfying.
Perhaps it’s knowing that at her core she wants to please. It’s so easy to take advantage, to take
her places she really doesn’t want to go, just to see if she’ll do it for me. The power is heady, and I
know I could abuse it if I’m not careful. That’s why I wanted that list. That’s why I needed to know
exactly where I could play and where I couldn’t.
With the watersports thing, it was far more nuanced than what she had on the paper. I’m not a fan
either, but the humiliation of making someone give me a sample is something that far exceeds the
simple act of urination. I didn’t care about the pee. I cared about her submitting to me despite her
humiliation.
Turning to the table, I look it over, making sure everything is how I want it before glancing at the
clock. I’ve reserved this room for a limited amount of time, and it started ticking before I even started
spanking her.
“Up on the table so we can begin your examination.”
Once more, she pulls her bottom lip into her mouth and I stifle the urge to chase after it, to kiss her
until that overactive mind of hers shuts up. As she shuffles onto the table, I adjust my cock and step
over to the side. Once she’s where I want her, I pull out the stirrups and strap her feet down.