I feel his hardness press against me, and that single sensation shatters the last of my resolve. My fingers claw at his t-shirt; I need him naked, I need his skin on mine.
He pulls back first, gasping for air, his forehead pressed burning-hot against mine.
“Wait. Not too fast.”
His voice is rough.
“Tell me what you want first.”
His words slowly cut through the haze clouding my thoughts.
He’s right.
I was getting carried away.
Am I ready?
I slowly release his T-shirt.
I don’t answer.
I’m not capable of it yet, but he understands.
A soft smile appears at the corner of his lips before he pulls me into a gentle embrace.
*
Eventually, we get up.
“What do you want to do this morning?” he asks, both hands wrapped around his mug.
“The Montmartre Christmas market. I want to find something for Hugo’s parents.”
He looks at me over the rim of his cup.
“Good God... I forgot about your obsession with Christmas markets.”
“Is that a flaw?”
“Who goes to a Christmas market on December twenty-fourth?”
“Please.”
“It’s going to be packed.”
I stare at him without blinking.
He sighs. But he’s smiling too.
*
He was right. It’s absolutely packed. And it doesn’t matter in the slightest.
We leave a churro stand with a paper cone each.
I bite into mine—still hot and coated in sugar—and close my eyes for a second.
“Mmm... thank you.”