“You’re going to take all of me, and I’m going to fill your ass with my load, but first, I’m going to fuck your throat some more.”
I whimpered again and fought to swallow around him as he fucked my mouth. When he finally pulled all the way out, I swayed and had to brace myself on my good hand.
“Dizzy.”
“I’ve got you.” He lifted me and set me down on the bed. He took care not to jostle my arm as he slid a pillow under my head and then fit one under my sling. He might’ve just choked me to death with his cock, but he was gentle with me now. I’d never thought a real man could be like this.
I should be embarrassed about how desperate I’d been for him, how much I loved sucking his cock, but my body felt like it was on fire, and all I could think about was my need to get off. I looked up at Lorenzo. “Please. I… I need to come.”
“When I’m ready.”
I shook my head. “I don’t think I can wait much longer.”
“I do. Trust me.”
I shouldn’t trust him, but God help me, I did.
Lorenzo pushed my legs open and ran his fingers over my ass. “So fucking gorgeous. I love that I’m going to be the first man to fill you up, stretch you out, make you come on my cock.”
“Oh fuck.”
“Yes.”
“I… I’m scared.”
“You’re going to love it.”
He teased me, cupping my balls and running his finger lightly up my cock. I arched up, trying to get more friction. His hands moved higher. He toyed with my nipples and then pinched them, drawing a whine from me.
“You like that.”
“I… I don’t know.” At that point, I felt oversensitized. Everything felt like too much and not enough.
Lorenzo ran a thumb up my throat and then pressed it against my lips. He groaned as I licked and then sucked on it. When he took it away, I whimpered.
“Don’t move,” he commanded.
He rose from the bed, and panic raced over me. “Don’t leave me.”
His eyes widened when he looked down. “I would never leave you like this, but if I’m going to fill that gorgeous ass with my cock, we need lube. There’s some in the bathroom.”
“Oh. I…”
“It’s okay. I’ll be right back. You can watch me the whole time.”
I gave a shaky nod. “I don’t know why… I…”
“Shhh. You don’t have to explain. I’m using you hard tonight. It’s normal to be a little shaky.”
I shivered again. I knew if I tried to stand up, I’d pass out. I felt jittery, electrified in a way I couldn’t decide was torture or pleasure. And I needed something to hold on to. I needed Lorenzo to ground me. I didn’t feel real. I needed to know this was actually happening.
I watched as he walked into the bathroom, opened a drawer, and pulled out a small tube. When he returned, he tossed it on the bed and stretched out over me. My breath caught as he lowered his lips to mine. A kiss was the last thing I expected.
He claimed my mouth, forced my lips apart, and pushed his tongue into me like he had his cock. I opened for him, relaxing against the pillow and letting him plunder me. I was his. That was what I wanted, needed.
This is only for tonight.
I snarled at the voice in my head. I didn’t need to think about that now. I needed Lorenzo. No future. No past, just him touching me.