Page 45 of Blaze

Shifting my attention to his shaft, I try to keep my heart from racing.Are all penises this large?I don’t think so.Besides being a virgin, I’m a petite person.It’s going to hurt when he puts his cock inside me the first time.If he didn’t have a rule about me touching myself, I’d seriously consider using my fingers to stretch myself out.

“Itwillfit, baby,” he says soothingly, reading my mind.“Every woman thinks she’ll be torn in two the first time, but I promise your body will accommodate me.”

“It will hurt,” I murmur.

“Yes.The first time.It’s like a rite of passage.You’ll look me in the eyes when I thrust into you, when you give your body to me.You’ll share that pain with me.You’ll offer it to me.It will always remind you that you’re mine.”

I’m genuinely scared.“What if something tears?”

“The only thing that will tear is the remnants of your hymen, baby.You’ve used tampons, and my tongue has been inside your cunt, so it isn’t totally closed off.It could be that your hymen is already stretched or torn from physical activity in your youth.Or perhaps it was never fully closed off in the first place.”

“But what if it’s too tight?What if it’s not wide enough?”I bite my bottom lip.I can’t believe we’re having this conversation, especially with Blaze’s erection inches from my face.

“If you’re really worried about it, we can have Kinsley take a look.”

I ponder that option.Again, I never considered such a thing.No topic seems to be off-limits with Blaze.I blow out a breath.I like his plan.I’ll be less scared if Kinsley is able to reassure me.

With a deep inhale, I turn my focus to the enormous erection in front of me.I bring my hands to his shaft, noticing when I wrap my fingers around him, they don’t touch.That’s how wide he is.Or maybe it’s just that my hands are small.

“Lick the tip, baby,” he murmurs.It’s like he can’t help himself.He needs to direct me.

I lean over and flick my tongue over the head.It’s so smooth and soft.The slit at the top is leaking precome.It’s white, and I drag my tongue through it, gathering it up like an ice cream, tasting him.

Salty, musky, Blaze.How weird will it be to swallow it?How much will come out?I should have paid closer attention to my roommates when they talked about blowjobs.All I know is that some of them found it to be a tedious chore and weren’t fans.Others liked giving head.They enjoyed the power or even got aroused from it.

This is Blaze.He’s not some random guy from a frat party.He’s the man who just spent half an hour telling me he intends to control my orgasms and milk my teats.He’s the man who says he will be my future husband.

Sucking his cock is probably the only marginal control I’ll ever have in this relationship.I need to take this power and own it.

I slide my palm up and down his shaft.It’s so smooth with bulging veins.Mesmerizing.

After licking a line up from the base to the tip, I take him in my mouth, drawing in a few inches, not even a fraction of his length.How will I ever be able to swallow him any deeper?

“Good girl.Suck, baby.”

Apparently, he’s not displeased.I hollow my cheeks and do as I’m told.

Blaze groans.“Fuck, that feels good.”

Emboldened, I do it again, drawing him in deeper.Still not even half of his length.He feels so damn huge in my mouth.I don’t mind, though.I kind of like that I’m able to affect him like this.Me.Inexperienced me.

Blaze drops his hands to his sides and fists them against his hips.His breathing is ragged, his chest rising and falling.“Victoria…” he warns.

I pull him in another inch.

“That’s my girl.Don’t stop.Suckle, baby.Swallow my come.”

I bob up and down, keeping my suction tight around him, holding the base with my hand.

His breath hitches right before he comes, and he groans as the first line of semen hits the back of my throat.It happens again and again.I didn’t realize it would come out in spurts.Six or seven.I swallow over and over, wanting to please him.

As soon as he stops squirting into my mouth, I ease off him.

He’s panting heavily when I look at his face, but also grinning.He reaches with one finger to drag a dribble that leaked out of the corner of my mouth.“Open, baby.Don’t waste it.”

I suck the last of his come off his pointer, holding his gaze.

Don’t waste it.