Page 17 of Working For Her Second Chance

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She hears what I'm not saying. Her eyes move from the bike to me and back.

"You're finishing what he couldn't."

"Trying to."

Macy walks around the bike with the eye of someone who appreciates structure. Her hand trails the unpainted tank—raw metal, smooth. She touches the engine casing, the handlebars. Her fingers are careful the way they're careful with everything—blueprints, coffee cups, the burn line across my hand.

"Does it run?"

"Not yet. Carburetor's rebuilt, but the ignition needs rewiring and the clutch cable is shot. Another month, maybe."

"A broken thing you're patiently putting back together." Her voice is light, but her eyes aren't.

"That's one way to look at it."

"Is there another?"

The question hangs in the warm shop air. We both hear the second meaning. Not the bike. Us.

"Maybe," I say. And leave it there, because some answers are better left incomplete than forced into a shape they're not ready for.

She tells me about Denver on the walk back. Not the résumé version—the real one. She loves the work, she says. The design, the problem-solving, the moment a building goes from lines on paper to steel in the sky. But the apartment is still bare after four years. She eats at her desk more nights than she'd admit. David Olson and the partnership committee and the way ambition fills a life without quite making it full.

I tell her about Cathy. Two years. Nice person, wrong fit. She wanted Seattle, and I wouldn't go, and the ending was gentle and still felt like proof that staying was a sentence I'd serve alone.

"Same story, different woman," I say. She goes quiet. Hitch stops moving.

"Maybe not the same story." She's quiet for a moment, watching Hitch chase a squirrel with the enthusiasm of a dog who hasn't successfully caught anything since 2019. "Maybe the sequel."

"Sequels are usually worse."

"Not always. Sometimes the sequel is where the characters figure out what the first story was actually about."

The sun goes down. Orange, then pink, then that deep Colorado purple that lasts five minutes and makes everything look like a painting someone's about to take away. Porch again. Coffee gone cold. Maps rolled and returned to the closet. The day's work is done but neither of us moves toward goodbye.

"I should go," she says. Doesn't stand.

"Yeah."

"Early morning."

"Same."

Hitch sighs between our chairs. The first stars appear above the ridge.

"River?"

"Yeah?"

"I always wondered if you'd keep this place."

"My dad built it."

"That's not what I mean." She turns to me, and in the last light her eyes are more gold than green. "I wondered if you'd keep all of it. The house. The job. The poles. The life. Whether you'd still be here when?—"

She stops. The sentence hangs, unfinished, and the missing word fills the silence like a frequency both of us can hear.

Whether you'd still be here when I came back.