As I gazed into his blue-green eyes, I noticed the faint lines at the corners of his eyes and the sharper angles of his face. Time had changed him, but not enough to erase the man I once loved.
“Mama!” Lucas called from upstairs, breaking the moment.
I stepped back quickly. “I need to check on him.”
I headed upstairs before I could think too much about how close we had just been, with Milo quietly following behind me.
Inside Lucas’s room, I found him changed and sitting quietly on the bed.
“Supper should be here soon, sweetheart,” I said gently. “Do you want to keep Caleb company while I shower?”
“Okay.” He hesitated. “You guys are okay now?”
“Yes, baby. We’re okay.”
I exited his room and walked into Emma’s.
Geeta was there watching her.
“Can you follow up on the order?” I asked softly. “I’ll shower and change, and then wake Emma.”
Geeta nodded and slipped quietly out of the room.
I looked at my daughter again.
She was sleeping peacefully in her bed, her small chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm.
The doctor had given her pain medication, which she needed to take for another two days.
I had hovered over her when we had returned from the hospital, rocking gently in place and biting my lips, unable to pull myself away.
Geeta had finally insisted that I step out of the room because she could see how terrified I was.
I placed my hand over the center of my chest and let out a long, heavy breath.
Accidents like this happened to children all the time, but my mind kept replaying the image of blood pouring down her face.
Eventually, I forced myself to move.
I showered quickly, letting the warm water wash away the fear and exhaustion clinging to my skin.
Then I returned to Emma’s room, gently woke her, bathed her carefully, and got her ready for supper.
30
CALEB
Small footsteps descended the stairs as I waited in the living room.
Turning, I saw Lucas, followed closely by Oreo.
I immediately walked toward him and dropped to my knees.
“I’m sorry about before,” I said, meeting his gaze directly. “I didn’t mean to yell at your Mom. I was stressed, and I took it out on her.”
Lucas squinted at me, studying my face carefully before letting out a small sigh.
“Okay,” he replied. “But before you yell next time, remember to ask. Mama always says, don’t assume before you ask,” he said in a firm voice.