He traces a slow finger along my jaw and down my throat, pausing on my pounding pulse.
“That was intense for you?”
“Every time you make me come, it’s like I’m losing my damn mind,” I say. “For four years after my first, I didn’t miss sex. My celibacy was never an issue. With you… it’s like I can’t get enough?—”
He slides a hand between us and two fingers slide inside my pussy.
My breath hitches.
“That’s why you’re still so wet?”
“Yes.”
“Tongue-fucking you wasn’t enough. Now you want to ride my fingers?”
“No, it wasn’t enough,” I grind down on his fingers, forcing them deeper.
“You’re greedy.”
“I’m needy,” I say.
He considers me for a beat.
“You want my fingers or my cock inside you?”
“Your cock? Out here?”
“I’ve answered that question.”
“Aren’t we pushing the envelope?”
“It’s going to be a little dirty?—”
“A little?” my tone is incredulous.
“Okay, it’s going to be downright lewd, but unless my neighbors—who are also my close friends—climb over the high fences with a camera in hand, or a helicopter hovers over ourheads with a bunch of piranha paparazzi hanging from it, you don’t have to worry. And let’s not forget the tall shrubs act as a fortress.”
I worry my lower lip, still weighing the pros and cons.
“So, what will it be? My fingers or my cock?”
Fueled by his confidence, I throw caution to the wind.
“Your cock.”
“Good answer,” he says. “I need to get a condom?—”
“It’s okay.” I don’t stop grinding on his fingers. “There’s no need.”
“You’re sure?”
I comb my fingers through his hair. “I am.”
“This will change everything between us. You understand?”
My eyebrows knit together. “Why would it change anything?”
“Letting you go after I come inside you won’t be an option, Keira.”