Page 2 of Nobody's Girl

Fergus wrestled a still raging Sofia to his car. “Get in,” he said, his voice like ice, and Jonas locked his arms around Sofia and gently steered her into the backseat. “Jonas, go back to the others. Tell them I’ll meet them at home. I’m going to take Sofia back and I’ll meet you there. Son, give me a head start of fifteen minutes.”

Jonas hesitated, looking at a now sobbing Sofia but Fergus shook his head. “Go. Now.”

Jonas reluctantly left them alone and Fergus started the car, driving in silence back to the Rutland mansion. Once there, he took Sofia’s arm and steered her into his study. He poured them both a large shot of whiskey but didn’t ask her to sit down. Sofia wiped her eyes.

“Dad, I’m…”

“No.” He interrupted her with a sharp motion of his hand. “I’m speaking now.” He still had not looked her in the eye. He walked to his desk and picked up an envelope. “In here is your mother’s estate, everything she brought into the marriage. It’s yours. Your stuff has been packed and is waiting for you in one of the limousine’s. Davide will drive you into New York City. From there, it is entirely up to you where you go, but let me be absolutely clear. You are not welcome here. You are no longer a part of this family, Sofia. I do not wish to see or talk to you ever again; do you understand me?”

Sofia did not understand him. “What?”

Fergus finally looked at her in the eye. “Your mother is dead. I no longer have to tolerate your presence.”

“Tolerate? What the fuck are you talking about? Dad…”

“Mr. Rutland to you. Now, leave this house and never come back.”

Sofia stared at him in abject horror. Where was the man who used to swing her around? Where was the man who called her pumpkin and helped her hang her art up his study walls? What the hell was going on?

There was a knock at the door and Davide, one of Fergus’s chauffeurs came in. He looked uncomfortable. “Mr. Rutland, everything is ready.”

“Fine. Miss Amory is ready to go.”

Sofia gaped at Fergus, the envelope limp in her hand. For a moment, she wanted to throw herself on Fergus, hug him, but instead, she turned and walked out with Davide. The limousine was stuffed with her things. Davide had tears in his eyes but he remained silent as he helped her into the front seat.

The journey into New York was a silent one, but when they reached Grand Central Station, Sofia turned to him. “Davide…what the hell happened? Why is Dad being like this?”

Davide shook his head. “I don’t know, Miss Sofia. We didn’t know anything was happening until just before you all left for the funeral.”

Sofia wanted to ask him so many questions but she knew she might get him into trouble. She tried to smile at him. “Thank you for everything you did for me and Mom,” she said in a voice which broke, and then without another word, she got out of the car. Davide helped her drag her cases from the trunk. She could feel by the weight of them all her books, her art materials, her clothes, everything was squeezed into them. Her whole life. In a large backpack, she found all her papers, including her birth-certificate and her passport. Davide helped her pull her bags down to the seating area, then Davide gave her a piece of paper. “A friend. She has a spare room. She lives in Philadelphia, but there’s a train later. She’s expecting you.”

Sofia hugged him. “Thank you, Davide.” And then he was gone.

Sofia sunk onto one of the benches in the huge hall and let out a shaky breath. What now? She pulled out the envelope Fergus had given her and opening it. Inside, a thousand dollars in cash, her mother’s favourite necklace – a gift from Sofia when she was small. Sofia turned it over and over in her hand. She knew it wasn’t worth anything – was only silver plated, but her mother had worn it every day until she died. The little charm was of the Eiffel Tower – her mother had loved Paris – and Fergus had taken them all when Sofia was ten. She’d spent all of her chore money on the necklace.

She fastened it around her neck now. They can’t take you away from me, Mom, not ever. Sofia looked at the address in Philadelphia. At least she could be sure of a warm, safe bed, and a hot meal tonight if she took the train.

She twisted the little metal Eiffel tower in between her fingers, deep in thought, then suddenly, not caring who was watching, opened both suitcases, dumping the contents of her backpack into one of them. She gathered all her clean underwear, two pairs of jeans and a selection of no-iron shirts and stuff them into her backpack. Her art supplies – her beloved Sennelier watercolors – were next, followed by a couple of her favorite paperbacks and all her personal papers.

She dumped the suitcases – open so the security wouldn’t think they were suspicious – and went to the ATM, drawing out as much cash from her account as she could. It gave her another few hundred bucks. She went to the restrooms and put on as many clothes as she could comfortable walk in, her best sneakers on her feet. The rest of her clothes, she put on a bench for anyone to take, along with the rest of her treasured books. She hated to let them go but at this moment, she couldn’t care about that. She went to one of the little drugstores and bought toothbrushes, toothpaste, deodorant, shower gel and shampoo, shoving them deep into the backpack’s outer pocket. Finally, tucking her passport into her jeans pocket, she made her way out of the station and towards the bus depot.

There she bought a one-way ticket to JFK. She wasn’t going to Philadelphia. If the Rutland family wanted rid of her, so be it.

She was going to Paris.

Chapter Two

Los Angeles, California

Six Months Later

Winter in California is no different from summer, Ivo Zacca thought, as he drove up to the gate of his father’s house in the Hollywood Hills. Too damn hot. He let himself in as he always did, but there was no answer to his welcoming call. He heard laughter from the terrace and walked out.