Wisely, Charlie hid his sympathy, knowing that would be the last thing she would want. “He was a bastard,” he said instead. “He was the one in the wrong, Audra.”
“I know that. He was a user. A pathetic user, and I was just an office mistake to him. And then . . .” Audra hesitated, not wanting to meet his eyes.
Charlie gently turned her head so he could look at her. “And then?” he prompted.
Audra sighed. “And then, the morning after the Christmas party, you said you’d never think of me as an office mistake. It struck a nerve. I know you didn’t know, and I can admit to probably overreacting. But it hurt, and it strengthened my resolve to not make that same mistake.”
Everything clicked into place for Charlie. “Is that the problem?” he asked. “Do you think I’m like that?”
“No,” Audra replied without hesitation. “It’s me. I’m afraid I’m like that; that I’m the user. That’s why relationships don’t work for me.”
“You’re not like that at all.”
Audra shook her head. “I’m scared, Charlie. I made such a mistake before, and I promised myself I’d never get involved in another office romance.”
“I understand that. I do. But, Audra, you’re nothing like that. I’ve never felt like this about anyone before. Don’t you feel something, too?”
“You know I do,” she whispered.
Charlie smiled. “Then let’s be open and show those feelings.”
“Can’t we go back to the way it was before.”
“No. It’s all or nothing, Audra. No more secrets, no more sneaking around.” Standing, Charlie held out his hand. “I can’t promise anything more than to do my best to make you happy. But we both have to be willing to put all of our past mistakes behind us.”
Audra stared at him, searching his face and her feelings. Finally, finally, she placed her trembling hand in his. “I promise I’ll do my best to make you happy,” she solemnly repeated.
Charlie pulled her to him and lowered his lips to hers.
The kiss held a wealth of heat and promises.