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He held up the baggie, and I grabbed for it. Shaking his head, he kept undressing me. “Sex first, coke after.”
I could accept that. I was grasping at straws. I would do anything.
It called to me when I woke up.
I dreamed about it at night. Its inevitable darkness, like a gas as it doses me while being invisible.
Clear, odorless, yet deadly.
Every second of every day, without exception, I think about it.
I like the high because it takes away the pain.
Each day I needed a little more than the day before, so I snapped back into action with Todd and did what I came to do.
His fingers were on my body, touching every inch. His mouth punished mine, and I felt the sting of his teeth as he bit down hard on my lip. A metallic taste coated my lips, and my tongue reached out to twine with his.
It’s a feeling I know well. I let my fingers run through the back of his hair, and I pulled only enough to keep pressure and show him I was interested.
Another lie.
We fumbled our way to the bedroom, crashing into a lamp and other various objects. A queen-sized bed sat flush against the wall, and he backed me into it, tossing me onto the mountain of fluff.
I tried to enjoy the feel of the soft fabric against my skin as he stripped in front of me. His fingers found his belt buckle, and I listened to the clink it made as he undid it while chucking his shoes and socks off. Black boxers skimmed his waist, showing me an appealing happy trail leading south. He had the V cut all girls drool over, and I guarantee I would have too if I cared.
He brought his fingers to the corners of his boxers and started to pull them down, exposing his average-sized dick. If I wasn't so damaged, I would wonder how its slight curve to the right would feel inside me. Would I even notice?
Reaching over to his side table, he pulled a little silver square from the drawer. I watched as he crawled up the bed toward me like I was supposed to be his prey. Like it’s supposed to turn me on. Didn’t he realize he’smyprey? This was only a means to an end.
His lips found mine, and our tongues dueled.
Fighting for power over the other.
But I felt nothing.
Cold. Frustrated.
His dick rubbed against the apex of my thighs, and for just an instant, the all too familiar tingly feeling struck me. The small exhilaration sex can bring.
He rubbed against me, causing the necessary friction to wet my core. He continued kissing me, but instead of getting lost in the passion, I turned my head slightly to eye the candy on the table.
He started trailing kisses and nibbling down my neck, then latched on to my nipple and bit hard. The pain was intense and was almost enough to pull my attention back to him. I moaned, though, because it was what he expected me to do.
His forefinger and thumb reached up to the other nipple and tugged. The sensations built faster, and I almost wanted him to stop, but I didn't ask. I lifted my hips to prod him into entering me already, my mind begging to get to the finish.
Running my hands up his arms and into his hair, I tugged hard to raise his eyes to mine. “Are you going to keep messing around, or are you going to fuck me?”
“Patience, my sweet. Let me enjoy all you have to offer before I pound this pretty pussy.”
I rolled my eyes but didn't disagree.
Never give them a reason to take what you want most away from you.
He continued his motions down my body, rubbing his hands all over me. Down my sides, over my stomach, stopping right above my pussy. I decided to give in, to let myself feel for a minute. I was unfortunate—or maybe fortunate—enough to get someone tonight who actually cared about pleasing me. It wasn't normally how this worked.
His thumb dipped down over my mound, rubbing the bundle of nerves peeking out from below it. I mewled beneath him, silently begging for more, and thankfully, I was able to deliver an honest plea. He repeatedly circled until I was on the verge of coming, and then he stopped. I lifted and looked down my stomach at him, and he smiled.
Lowering his head back down, he flicked his tongue against my seam, and a spark coursed through me at the first swipe. He did it again and again until I was on the verge before he stopped again. I was starting to get angry.
