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Leo
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I waltzed into Andy’s bedroom. Honestly, it wasourbedroom at this point. I hadn’t slept in my bed in weeks. Some of that was because I had been living in an RV with my brother for the past couple of weekends while we were racing. When I was here, home, I wanted to sleep next to my boyfriend. My clothes were taking up half of his closet, my makeup, haircare, and skincare were in the bathroom, covering the countertop. I loved it here. This was my home. The Olsons were my family, and Andy, well, he was my soulmate. The one I was going to spend the rest of my life with.
How I got lucky with Andy Olson was beyond me. He was kind, talented, and sweet. He catered to me. My boyfriend was hot, but he was more than that. He always wore a smile, made sure to hold my hand or touch me whenever we were out, and he loved me.
Andy loved me and he wanted the world to know.
I dropped onto the bed face first. The comforter smelled like Andy, all sweet sweat and spicy cologne. My body hummed with happiness, and butterflies filled my belly as my cock thickened. We were saving ourselves for one another. It was something we had talked about a lot since we started dating three years ago. He hadn’t punched my v-card yet, and he was the only one I wanted to give it to. So I could claim Andy forever.
Well, we were forever. He said so himself. He told me he loved me, and only me. That he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me.
“Ricky, you’re home.” I twisted around to find my dream man leaning against the doorway.
I sprang to my feet. “Hey, hon, I missed you.” I linked my arms around his neck and pressed against him. Only he didn’t return my embrace. Something twisted sharply inside of me as I pulled back. “What’s wrong?”
“We need to talk,” Andy muttered.
I glanced up into his hazel eyes and saw something I had never seen before. His brows were furrowed, and his lips were set in a firm line. It was fear and worry. He was always so confident, so sure of himself.
I untangled myself from his arms. “Why? What’s going on? Is everything okay?”
He moved to sit on the bed and patted the spot next to him. I shook my head.
“Come on, baby, don’t be like this.” He sighed when I shook my head. “I just... I think we should see other people,” Andy whispered. His eyes drifted down to his hands in his lap as he twisted his fingers together.
“You’re breaking up with me?” Tears stung my eyes as I tried to wrap my head around what he had just said. My legs felt like they were going to give out. I felt dizzy, like maybe I was going to pass out or throw up. “Did I do something wrong? I can fix it.”
“We can still be friends.”
“Don’t you dare.”
Andy closed his eyes as I stared at him. How could this be happening? Just the other day, he was promising me forever. He gave me a ring and asked me to marry him. Said he wanted a family and everything with me.
“Baby—”
“No.” I stomped my foot against the carpet, which did absolutely nothing. “What did I do? I can fix it. Am I too clingy or needy? I can go back to sleeping in my room if you need your space. Move back in with my brother and his boyfriends. We don’t have to spend every waking moment together.”
“Ricky, it’s not you.” He dragged a hand through his hair as he avoided looking at me.
I grunted. “You’re playing that game? It’s not you, it’s me bullshit? I love you. Do you not love me anymore?” I dug my nails into my arm to stop the scream that threatened to escape from my throat. How was this happening right now? “Andy, please, talk to me.”
“I love you. More than anything. I love you so much, but we’re kids. We should explore everything we can before settling down.” He glanced up at me with tears in his eyes.
My vision blurred. “Have you met someone else? Some pretty girl with big boobs and blue eyes? Blond hair, maybe? All soft curves and pretty smiles?”
“There is no one else, Leo. There hasneverbeen anyone else.”
I felt my chin tremble. “I don’t want anyone else either, Andy. I want you. Only you.”
He stood up and stepped toward me. “You deserve better.”
“Don’t do this,” I begged, and let Andy wrap his arms around me. My entire body began to tremble. “Andy, please, I need you.”
He held me so tight as he stroked my hair, his warmth engulfing me. “This isn’t how I wanted things to end between us, Ricky.”
“Then why!” I exclaimed, and tried to shove him away from me.
