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Share Us
“For me, it was the year before that. The first time I saw you reading in the town square under the big oak tree,” Ford says with a little smile. “I became obsessed with you. But I couldn’t gather the courage to do something about it. When Dax and Holden finally figured it out, I was already acting like an asshole so it was just easier to continue. Acting like you didn’t matter was a way to stay away from you because I knew. I knew if I ever had you in my life and in my arms, I wouldn’t be able to let you go. They convinced me their plan was for the best and I enlisted with them.”
I nod and drop my forehead to my knees as I try to take in everything they’ve just said to me. For long moments silence reigns, the atmosphere stifling around us. The three of them have laid everything on the line, baring their hearts to me. Do I take the chance? Can I love all three of them together? Can I choose just one?
I may not have all the answers but I know I am tired of living my life alone, always in the background.
“What happens now?”
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Holden
“That depends on you, Little Dove,” I say cautiously. “We all want you, as our Partner, but it’s your choice. You can decide to take a chance. Hell, you can even choose to walk away right now. But know that nothing you say or do can make any of us love you any less.”
“You want me to choose?”
I can hear the slight panic in her voice.
“That’s up to you,” Dax replies.
“What if I can’t choose?” She looks devastated as the words leave her lips. “What if I don’t want to? Have you ever considered that I might be in love with all three of you?”
I can feel the joy in my heart as her words sink in. Maybe this isn’t too fast. What if wecanreally have what we all want? I never allowed myself the luxury to dream that Blair could love me … us. But her words give me hope that she could. I cast a glance at my friends to see them smiling.
“Then don’t choose,” Ford says as he leans forward.
Laughter bursts out of Blair as she releases her legs and pops up from the couch. She starts pacing the length of the living room as she speaks.
“And how will that work, Ford?” She doesn’t wait for an answer before she continues. “You’ve already proven to be possessive. Will you be able to see me with someone else?” She hits the nail on the head with her words and I watch my friend flinch. “Are you going to share me like a lawn mower? Mondays and Thursdays with Dax and so on with one day for me to relax.”
Standing up, I grab her by the shoulders and bring her pacing to a stop. I wait for her to focus on me before I speak.
“Sharing you is exactly what we want to do,” I say huskily. The thought of the three of us all having her is enough to send my arousal soaring. “But not the way you’re thinking. We will all be together. The four of us will share a house, a life, everything.”
Her cheeks flush red as she blushes. “Oh, my.”
Chapter Seven
Blair
“I think I need to sit,” I say but my voice sounds far off.
An hour ago, I was crying, thinking I would never have a family, someone to love me, or share my life. And now the three men I have always had a crush on, loved from afar, are offering me my dream. It’s bloody terrifying, to be honest.
Dax takes my hand and leads me back to Ford’s lap. Which is not exactly helping with clearing my thoughts. His erection once more rests against my ass and the thought of letting him fuck me with the thick appendage sends fear and excitement blasting through my system.
“I’ve never done anything like that,” I say softly after long moments of silence.
“Babe,” Ford says behind me. “Neither have we. But we will figure it out together.”
“You’ve never all been with the same woman?” I ask.
“No,” all three reply in unison.
“But you’ve all been with women before?”
None of them answer me but I know the answer. I can see it on their faces. I’m not stupid enough to think they’ve never had sex. They are attractive, virile men, of course they’ve had sex.
“It doesn’t matter,” I say quickly. “I’m just trying to say…” I drift off.
