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“Oh, what’s going on here?” said a male voice at the door. I saw Ethan standing there wide-eyed.
“Shit,” I squeaked, scrambling to pull a blanket over me to cover myself, but I was completely knotted to Ryder. His knot was firm, with no signs of letting me go.
“Here,” said Ethan, pulling the blanket over us. “Did he somehow lure you to bed, little lass?”
“She luredme,” protested Ryder. “It started with her panties lying around in my face. Her sweet ginger candy scent called to me.”
“My panties weren’t lying around like that!” I cried out, covering my face in embarrassment. “I never planned this would happen. You weren’t even supposed to be in my room.”
“So you saw her panties and decided to knot her immediately,” said Ethan dryly.
“I…yes, Ethan. That is exactly what happened.”
“Then what does this mean for our pack?” Ethan asked him, and my pulse raced, scared of his answer. I was scared for him to accept me as his omega and even more scared of his rejection. I wasn't sure what I wanted at all with him.
“It’s up to her,” said Ryder, locking eyes with me. “It’s up to her if she wants to be the omega of our pack or not. What’s your answer, Lacy?”
Their eyes were on me.
I gulped. This was a huge commitment, and I wasnotready. The knot inside me felt so delicious, but I had to be strong. I needed to fight my feelings no matter how comfortable I felt in a long time with an alpha.
"I don't know," I whispered.
"What does that mean?" asked Ryder. "Tell me, Lacy."
“I’m not ready,” I said. It surprised me to see Ryder’s face fall ever so slightly, and it was awkward saying this while I was knotted to him still. I hated every moment of this. I wanted desperately to have babies and be part of a pack, but I couldn’t trust alphas just like that.
“Damn,” said Ethan, and my face turned hot.
“May I ask why?” asked Ryder.
“After how my ex-boyfriend treated me, I’m not very trusting of alphas,” I said. “I built my career from nothing, and now I don’t want to ruin it for anything.”
“I understand, but…” said Ryder, touching my face.
“But what?”
“I’ll wait until you’re ready. Because if it was meant to be, nothing will stop us from being together.”
Later that night, I lay in bed after showering. While in the shower, I couldn't help but think about my first invitation to be an omega for a pack and how open this pack was to me, unlike my ex, who kept me hidden.
I could hear the guards walking around the house late at midnight and settling into their rooms after long naps. The baby shower seemed to have worn out all of us. The cleanup after the baby shower tired me out, but then having mind-blowing sex with Ryder after that took a toll on me.
His words played in my head over and over.“…nothing will stop us from being together.”
But how did he know if he was ready for an omega? I didn’t know anything abouthim, yet I couldn’t help but get knotted by him. It was unbelievable to me how strong my desires were when I was around him. After my shower, I still felt his semen leak from my pleasantly sore vagina and his phantom knot inside me. I wasn’t a virgin anymore, and I didn’t regret that Ryder was my first.
I didn’t feel any different after being knotted, but it opened a whole new world.
A strange feeling of emptiness settled within me after I told him my decision. I felt the loneliness deep down to my very being, and I wanted to run back to him. I wanted to confess that I wanted to be his omega and have babies with him. But logically, it didn’t make sense to me at all. I closed my eyes, trying to sleep even though my brain was running a mile a minute.
I heard a soft knock at the door, and I pulled the blanket from my hot face.
“Come in,” I said. I saw the door opening and the silhouette of Adrian standing there in the shadows.
“Wanna talk?” he said, coming closer to the bed.
“Not really,” I said glumly, turning away from him. “I’m exhausted.”
