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“That might not be so simple.” Sima sighs. “Kiev isn’t exactly in a charitable mood these days.”
“Tell them I’ll donate two million Euros for their troubles,” I say. “Four million if they can have the operators meet our brigadiers in Italy in two days.”
“Two days?” Sima looks up. “You want things to move that quickly?”
“Why?” I smirk. “Are you nervous?”
“Fuck no.” he chuckles grimly he pulls me in for an embrace. “I’m gettinghardjust thinking about laying waste to those Italian fucks. I’ll get it done, Kostya. You can count on that.”
Without another word, he gives me one more pat on the shoulder before leaving, his lighter clinking as he flips it open and closed with every step.
I turn and start making my way to the bedroom where I’m sure Emily is waiting for me. Excitement thrums through my body the closer and closer I get.
This is what triumph must feel like.
But if so, why do I feel dread rising the closer I get?
41
EMILY
I am so fuckedin the head.
That’s the only thing I can think as I stare out the window, recalling the words I screamed at Konstantin in the vineyard.
But more importantly, I think about how I told him I was a whore.
And he did nothing to chase that thought from my mind.
I’ve never said anything like that to anyone before. Yet in the aftermath of my own terrifying encounter with Alla, and with the grapevines all around us, those words had come so naturally.
Just thinking about what we did sends a fresh shiver running through my spine. Wetness collects between my legs and I squeeze my thighs together.
I hate that he can still cause this reaction out of me, even as he proves again and again that he doesn’t care about me.
He’s just trying to put a baby inside of you to get that signet ring from Alla, I tell myself.
I close my eyes, recalling the way his eyes had drilled into mine as he fucked me in the vineyard, and how his cum flooded me. I told him to fuck me again when we came home, and he did. And then one more time in the morning.
Each time, I held him close and let his cum flood my womb.
Each time, I clung to him to keep him inside, not daring to let a single drop spill out.
Because I know the consequence that awaits me if Alla were to find out that I did anythingotherthan that.
My fingers fumble at the hem of my dress, tugging at it until the threads start coming loose.
You agreed to this, remember?I tell myself.You agreed for him to use you. You agreed without realizing just what it fucking meant.
I close my eyes as the cool night breeze kisses my brow.
Babies …
My voice starts to change in my head until it sounds nothing like me anymore, and more like Alla.
That’s all you’re good for, you stupid little whore.
The door creaks open, saving me from my own spiraling thoughts. I turn and catch sight of Konstantin. There’s a slight smile on his face. He’s standing up just a little straighter and taller than he usually does, and his wide shoulders are squared.
