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My hands are tangled in his long hair, pulling in ecstasy as I bury my head in the pillow. Our surroundings fade away and I forget that we’re not alone in the apartment as a moan slips from my lips. Killian releases my nipple, running his tongue across it, before doing the same to the opposite nipple.
With pain, there’s always pleasure. He inflicts his wounds and soothes them with his tongue.
Killian drags his tongue down my sternum, making his way down my torso. He bites at my skin, licking the crescent-shaped marks that he leaves in my flesh as he makes his way between my legs. He settles between my thighs, holding them apart as he runs his tongue along my pussy. He flicks my clit with his tongue before drawing it into his mouth, sucking hard.
My back arches in pure ecstasy as he feasts on me. His lips don’t leave mine as he continues his gentle assault, sucking, licking and tasting me. He drives his tongue inside me, fucking me with his mouth before moving back to my clit. He licks along the center of my pussy, repeating the motion over and over as he licks and then grinds his tongue against my clit.
I fight against him, my hands fisting the sheets as my legs struggle to clamp together. Killian’s fingertips dig into my skin as he holds me down. My hips buck, fucking his face, but he moves his hands along the inner part of my legs, holding down my hips and my legs with his arms. He continues to eat my pussy, driving past the point of euphoria.
I crash hard—so fucking hard. My orgasm hits me with such a full force, I didn’t even have time to prepare for it coming. It tears through my body with such intensity. My body shakes in ecstasy, my legs quaking as the earthquake rocks my fucking world. Killian continues licking, tasting every last drop as I ride out the vicious orgasm.
Killian releases my legs, moving up along my body as he settles between my thighs. His chin is damp from my wetness and I reach up to wipe it away as he gives me a lazy grin. I’m in a fucking daze, my body so goddamn relaxed as I ride out the two different highs.
“You ready for me, baby girl?” Killian murmurs as his face dips down to mine, his lips crashing into mine. He pulls away, biting down on my lip as he searches my eyes for my consent.
“Always.”
He wastes no time, sliding inside me in one fluid movement, filling me to the fucking hilt. A moan slips from my lips and he captures my mouth with his, swallowing my sounds. He plants his hands on the bed beside my head as he slowly starts to move his hips. Instinctively, I lift my legs, wrapping them around his waist.
I’m completely lost and consumed by this toxic boy. We’re both toxic. We don’t belong together. It’s like a hurricane meeting an earthquake. Nothing good will ever come from this, only fucking destruction. And in the end, it will be nothing but a catastrophic mess.
Killian moves his hips, starting out slowly as his cock slides in and out. He takes his time, fucking me slowly, but each thrust is forceful as he fills me to the brim. It feels as though his dick is in my ribs, but I welcome the pain, because pleasure always follows closely behind.
He falls into a steady rhythm as he kisses me deeply, swallowing my moans. He works his hips, picking up the pace as he fucks me faster and harder. He takes everything from me and I give him every last piece of me. His hand finds my thigh, pulling it away from his waist as he pins it to the bed, allowing him to go even deeper.
His fingertips dig into my skin and I lift my hips to meet him with every thrust. He bites down on my lip, slowly dragging his tongue across the indents that he leaves in my flesh. We move together, our sounds filling the small apartment, knowing damned well that Grace can hear everything, but neither of us cares enough to stop or try to be quieter.
Killian buries his face in the crook of my neck, licking and sucking the sensitive skin on the side of my throat. He pulls away, leaning back on his knees slightly. Lifting his hand from the bed, he moves it to my throat, holding me in place as he lightly squeezes.
“I could stay like this with you forever, baby girl,” he groans, slamming into me again. “You have no idea what you fucking do to me, Ainsley. Shit, I don’t even have the words for it, but I never want this to stop.”
“So, don’t stop,” I breathe. “Don’t ever let this end.”
He stares down at me with a hooded gaze and a darkness in his eyes. “You’re mine, Ainsley. You will never be anyone else’s but mine.”
“Prove it,” I challenge him, lifting my other leg as I place it along his torso with my foot resting against his shoulder. “Leave your mark on me so everyone knows.”
“I’m going to fucking ruin you,” he murmurs, thrusting into me harder, squeezing my throat tighter. He slides his hand down to my ass, gripping hard as he fucks me.
“I’m yours to ruin,” I moan.
Killian fucks me harder, with such force, it feels as if he’s going to split my body in half. And I would gladly let him. He could restrict my airway, stopping me from ever getting oxygen again and I would be completely fine with it. I would die happy, happy just to be loved by him.
It doesn’t take long before he’s driving us both over the edge, both of our orgasms tearing through our bodies as we lose ourselves in each other. Killian is a high that I will never be able to come down from. And I don’t think I ever want my feet to touch the ground after experiencing a high like him.
There’s no recovery for my addiction to him.
I’m entirely fucked and addicted.
FOUR
KILLIAN
I walk into the bathroom and stop behind Ainsley as she leans forward to spit her toothpaste into the sink. We’ve been at Grace’s for a little over a week now and the Sinclair’s still haven’t found us. I can only imagine the worry and heartbreak that they must be feeling, even though Ainsley left them a note. The note doesn’t mean shit. They haven’t heard from her in eight days now. They have no idea just how destructive their daughter is.
I know how destructive Ainsley is.
I’m beginning to rethink all of this. What started out as just snorting dope occasionally has turned into a full-blown addiction now. I knew that we would get here eventually, I just hoped that maybe it wouldn’t get this bad, but it did.
