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She thrashes her head but doesn’t respond.
Once I deem her body sensitive but not on the brink of exploding, I return for seconds. And thirds. And fourths. She pushes at my head, mumbling she can’t take anymore.
“You know what you have to do. Tell me what I want to know.”
When she only bites her lips, I lower my head again.
“Okay! Okay! I’ll spill.”
I blow on her clit again.
“When I spend too much time with you, I start to think I can live the life you envision for us.”
I rise above her to watch her face as she explains.
She stares at the ceiling. “That kind of thinking is dangerous, and not solely to me. It’s dangerous for you and Jinx, and I couldn’t live with myself if something happened to either of you because of me.”
“Ragazzaccia, we can face all obstacles together.” I cup her cheek until she meets my gaze. “Keeping your burdens to yourself will leave you empty inside.”
“You don’t understand.”
“Then make me.”
She scrutinizes me as if to gauge my sincerity or perhaps if there’s a point to trusting me. Then she begins, “I take time to get my head on straight. Because doing the family dinners and bedtime rituals with Jinx gets to feeling all too real. All too permanent when so much of my life depends on impermanence.”
“Okay, then we just have to adjust your outlook. If you change your mind later, you change your mind. Impermanence.”
She wrinkles her brow, not following me.
I roll over her and take my cock in hand before slowly easing inside her pussy. Her walls clutch at me, squeezing me in a heavenly vise.
“We take each day as it comes. When you want to leave, you leave. Haven’t you told me enough times you can disappear without a trace?” I thrust into her and she gasps.
“How would that work?”
“Your ability doesn’t end because you decide to commit to me and Jinx one day at a time.”
“But you want me to be your wife.”
“Not all marriages last. We can try it out to see if it works for us. If it doesn’t, it doesn’t.” I roll my hips and she mirrors my actions.
Zakiya moans when I hit a certain spot. “I feel you’re saying what I want to hear, but you don’t believe your own words.”
I cage her face for her to see my seriousness. “I don’t want a wife I have to kidnap to keep. Now, I will do everything in my power to prove to you we belong together, but the choice to stay will always be yours.”
I plunge inside her, working her body in a sweet, gentle fucking until she writhes and clutches my back, scraping her nails against my skin, marking me again even if she doesn’t know how often she stakes a claim on my body.
Zakiya’s thighs begin to shake. To give her the last push and the promised reward, I circle her clit and pinch. The swollen nub is still sensitive from my earlier oral attentions. She utters a minor scream and muffles it by sinking her teeth into my shoulder.
I shudder with delight from the extra bite of pain. Before the pleasure overcomes the last of my control, I pull out and come on her thighs. I drop my head on her shoulder. “That was close.” I kiss the skin beneath my lips. “You need to get on birth control. I won’t have you accusing me of forcing you to stay with me by trying to get you pregnant.”
“You wouldn’t.”
“You don’t know what a desperate man would do in a moment of weakness. Best not to test my forbearance.” I roll onto my side and spoon Zakiya’s body.
In the darkness, I mull over our conversation and her doubt. I didn’t lie to her. I don’t want a woman I have to kidnap to beby my side, but I also see nothing about us as temporary. We’re as permanent as everlasting gets, and I’m willing to convince her no matter how long it takes, exploiting any weakness available.
Permanent impermanence.
