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And this is the moment where I realize that this thing between me and Ryan is never going to be normal. It’s pretty fucked up. He’s my boss, and I’m just some girl who works for him while I’m trying to save money. We’re not going to be some tragic love story. We’re just two people hooking up. Only right now, it doesn’t feel like a hookup. Right now, it feels real. It feels permanent.
“I need you so much that it hurts,” he says. His eyes soften, and then they harden. He didn’t mean to say that, I realize. He didn’t mean to share so much of himself. “Stand up,” he says, and I do. I can’t even keep myself from moving. When it comes to Ryan, I just do as he wants. I’ll do whatever it takes to please him, I realize, because he’s everything to me.
“Ryan,” I start to say, but he grabs my hair and pulls my head to the side. Instantly, his lips are on my neck. He’s kissing me, and one of his hands finds its way between my legs. He starts to stroke me then, and suddenly, my brain becomes hazy with longing and need and everything else.
“I want you to beg for me,” he says. “It’s all I think about, Alexandra. I think about you on your knees, asking me to give you my dick. I want you to kneel for me, baby. I want you to cry for me.”
I don’t know what that means, but I don’t have time to worry because he spins me around, pushes me over so that I’m bent in half, and then his cock is nudging against me. A second later, he’s filling me up, and I’ve never felt so controlled, so dominated.
I’ve never felt so full.
He fucks me relentlessly until the orgasm I’m trying to fight off completely takes over. I can’t resist. I can’t hold it off any longer, and then he fills me up, coming inside of me. I stay where I am, accepting everything he’s offering me.
His body.
His cum.
His heart.
When it’s over, he lifts me up and tugs me against him. My back is against his chest, and he’s pressing kisses to my neck.
“I wish you weren’t so perfect,” he whispers, but before I can say anything at all, there’s a knock at the door.
34.
Ryan
Ithink it’s fair to say that my brothers have the worst timing in the history of the world. I don’t even think they try. They just happen to show up anytime they please, and it’s always the wrong moment.
Alex and I manage to get dressed – sort of – before my brothers barge into the office. They stop as soon as they see the two of us. I think I see the hint of a smile tugging at Phoenix’s lips, but just as soon as it appeared, it’s gone again.
“What’s this?” Oscar says. He’s less angry than Phoenix. More trusting.
“Nothing,” I say. At the same time, Alex says, “I was just leaving.”
“Oh, no. We think she should stay,” Oscar says. He waves his hand vaguely around as he heads for the bar of liquor in my office. He pours two fingers of whiskey and turns back around.
“I really should go,” she says.
“You told her, right?” Oscar says. Phoenix and I both shoot my brother death glares. I’ll tell her when I’m ready. Oscar doesn’t take the hint. “About Dad and the kids?”
“What?” Alex has gone ghastly white.
“About our dad’s adoption scheme,” Oscar says. He pours a second drink. “I’m glad Ryan talked to you about it. We’re going to need everyone on the same page if we’re going to get to the bottom of everything.”
