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“Ava,” he murmurs, sinking back onto the mattress and pulling me with him. His dark hair falls forward as he rolls us until he’s hovering above me on strong arms.
His eyes blaze into mine before he kisses me again, making heat pool between my thighs.
“You can’t fuck me better, Jet.” I try and force a smile.
“No, I can’t.”
He holds my eyes as something unspoken passes between us. Then he dips his head and kisses me again. I wrap my arms around his neck, parting my thighs where I feel his growing hardness between us.
“Jet,” I murmur.
He rests his forehead against mine. “I won’t touch you, Ava. You can relax.”
“I want you to.” I wriggle, encouraging him to move closer. His eyes pinch at the corners as our skin slides together. “I want you to,” I repeat as I trace a fingertip over his furrowed brows. “Please,Jet.”
His eyes search mine, and he must find whatever he’s looking for, because his breath leaves his lungs in a slow exhale against my lips as he pushes himself inside me slowly.
“Goddamn, Ava,” he groans.
My lips part on a quiet moan before he steals it straight from my lungs with another kiss. He moves inside me, threading his hands through my hair and stroking my cheeks with his thumbs.
“So beautiful,” he rasps.
I lose track of how long our bodies move together, entwined in a beautiful heat that thrums through me, making me feel like I’m nowhere and everywhere at the same time. Like nothing exists outside of this moment.
Jet holds my eyes the entire time, pushing inside me again, a low groan caught in the back of his throat.
“Jet, that feels…”
He slides inside me again, bringing his body flush with mine.
“Let go,” he breathes.
I stare into his eyes as tingling spreads through me.
“I’m… I’m…”
“I know, Ava.”
His hold mine hostage as I unravel. It doesn’t make me scream out his name like the others. It doesn’t make me squeeze my eyes shut, unsure if I can take any more.
It makes me float.
It makes everything around me disappear except the light in his eyes as he watches me.
It makes me feel adored and treasured and blissful all at once.
Jet’s lips curl, but before I can focus and see if it’s a smile, he kisses me again, murmuring“Ava”against my lips as he comes inside me, spreading heat through every part of me that it reaches.
“So beautiful,” he breathes, holding my face. “So fucking beautiful.”
I stir sometime later, panicked as Jet’s heavy arm pins me in place around the waist. I gaze at his calm face. It’s lit up by the sunrise floating in through the open drapes.
He’s so handsome. So devastatingly beautiful in a way that could break me if I let it. The aftercare and the sweet Jet who tells me I’m safe, is one I can’t get used to. It’s a dangerous hope to think that I could feel like this every day, and not have the fear of being alone clawing at me like it always has.
I’ve learned to live with it, like a constant companion. I can’t place that weight onto him after one emotional night together. I’m sure he’ll wake and act like nothing happened. Like I didn’t cry in his arms and tell him how I screamed to be seen. How I felt terror grip me like an icy fist around my throat when I saw the helicopter move away.
Jet will wake up and gloss over the fact that our sex took on something tender and meaningful. Ignore thatI came by penetration alone, driven by eye contact and a connection that stole the air from my lungs.
