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Sucking in air, I hissed against his swollen lips as the pressure intensified.
“Gimme a minute,” I pleaded. My hands were on his shoulders and I must have pushed against him.
Without missing a beat, Matty stopped moving. He rose up on his arms to look down at me, worry knit in his furrowed eyebrows. “Of course, babe. Do you want me to?—”
“No, stay inside me.”
I knew it’d take some getting used to, and if I were doing this with anyone but Matty, the discomfort would be enough to make me want to stop.
Even my erection was deflating. Jesus, I was bad at sex.
Thankfully, Matty was being gentle and patient with me. His warm eyes hugged me.
All of a sudden a million emotions flooded my system, my eyes stung, and in total embarrassment, tears leaked out.
He placed butterfly kisses on my eyelids, which made my throat hitch.
“I’m being an idiot,” I whined as Matty wiped away my tears.
“Only when you’re surfing.” There was amusement in his voice. He nuzzled his nose against mine. Then his lips brushed my temples. “But here, in this room, between us, you’re not being an idiot.”
“But—” I tried to protest but he talked over me.
“You’ve never done this before, Ciaran. It makes sense that your emotions are overloaded. You don’t have to analyze every emotion that comes to you. Acknowledge them and then let them go. The experience will be more honest and authentic if you open yourself up to new sensations and feelings. Can you do that for me?”
He looked so earnest and experienced. I nodded. “I can do that.”
“Plus…” He winked. “It makes for amazing sex, too.”
“For you, maybe,” I scoffed. I looked down at my semi-soft dick. My brain was full of frustrated static. Matty followed my gaze. “But my dick’s betrayed me.”
“That’s fairly normal when bottoming,” Matty stated. “I should have said something. You’ll get hard again once it becomes pleasurable.”
Matty shifted ever so slightly. He was still very hard, which caused him to also shift inside me.
It didn’t burn at all.
Oh.
“Do that again,” I said. I pulled him back down on me.
Matty growled in my ear. “Do you mean this?” he asked as he rolled his hips.
Pleasure rippled out everywhere.
“Yes,” I muttered in a breathy tone.
His cock inched in a little at a time as he continued to rock into me in small movements until he was fully seated. The entire time, his eyes were locked on mine. I don’t think I breathed once during.
I’d never felt so full. It was wonderful. Even my cock twitched in agreement.
“How’s that?” he asked with a tight though blissed-out expression.
I could tell he wanted to drive into me. The fact that he entered me very slowly had to be excruciating for him.
“Keep going,” I urged him.
Matty withdrew only to thrust back inside me.
