AllFreeNovel
Share Us
“More,” I whimpered, not even sure what I was asking for.
Without a word, Matty ducked lower to suck my nipple into his mouth as he pinched the other. Pleasure zinged down my spine. The stubble on his jaw scratched my chest, which was a very new sensation.
My fingers dug into his hair. I couldn’t look away even if I tried. Watching his tongue swirl around my nipple was incredibly erotic and I didn’t want him to stop there.
He pulled back, a question in his lust-filled eyes. He looked approximately two seconds away from losing control and literally ravaging me. It reminded me of our first kiss, back in his bedroom closet.
“What’s your line?” Matty asked roughly.
My brain wasn’t working. “Huh?”
“What can we do? How far can we go? What are you comfortable with? It’s completely your decision.” His questions were rapid-fire fast.
In one of our earlier fumblings, when I was still confused about my feelings for Drew, I knew I couldn’t take things too far with Matty.
Now, however, after gaining the closure I needed, I was more certain, and more comfortable, in taking things to the next step.
“Kissing and touching,” I answered. “Lots and lots of touching. And I want to see all of you. I want to press myself against you. Maybe…maybe explore you with my hands? The rest makes me a little nervous, Matty.”
“I understand.” He swallowed and I wanted to suck on his Adam’s apple. “I won’t press you for anything you’re not comfortable with.”
“Can we take it one step at a time? Maybe discuss it before something new happens?”
“I want what you want.” Matty’s eyes flicked to the shower. It was large enough for five people, with multiple shower heads. Plus it had a bench.
“We could wash each other,” Matty suggested.
“What?” Strangely, the idea hadn’t entered my mind until now.
He grinned at me. “We could turn it into a dare. I dare you to take a shower with me, Ciaran. If something doesn’t feel right to you, tell me and we’ll stop. You can veto anything at any time, even if you say yes at first but change your mind.”
Matty couldn’t be more perfect, even if he tried.
“Dare accepted,” I rasped out, loving that he wasn’t putting too much pressure on me. I was nervous and excited at the same time. “That sounds amazing.”
Matty stepped away and smiled like I’d given him a Christmas gift.
Then his hands went to his pants and he started undressing in front of me.
56
CIARAN
As Matty stood naked before me, my body burned as hot as a coal-powered steam engine.
His magnificent, masculine figure was no stranger to my hungry eyes. I’d gotten my first visual taste in the pool locker room back at the Vaulteneau estate.
That was an accident, though Matty certainly wasn’t in any hurry to cover up when he discovered me spying, mouth agog. At the time we’d been circling each other like sharks, obviously wanting each other but not voicing it.
Tonight, however, was wildly different.
This time, as he stood next to the penthouse’s large shower, he was disrobing for my pleasure. And I was allowed to look.
His movements were slow, deliberate. The wicked smile on his lips told me he was enjoying his ability to convert me into a shameless voyeur.
I leaned back against the bathroom counter and I took my time feasting upon his exposed flesh. His tan skin was glorious and my fingers itched to reach out and skim across his taut muscles. I wanted to make him shiver beneath my touch.
His dark hair was tousled and a few locks fell into his sexy, hooded eyes. His jaw was scratchy with a day’s growth and I wondered how it’d feel against other parts of my skin. Would I enjoy the bristle? Would it leave red marks?
