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Share Us
He shakes his head. I don’t do threes. I have. I didn’t enjoy it. But the third was always someone random. This wouldn’t be someone random. This would be me sharing TJ with Fynn, and I don’t know how I feel about that. I did it last night to deter TJ. It didn’t. At. All.
“Will I, or we, be expected to share you?” I know the answer before I ask. But my mind isn’t ready to address what he really wants.
“Hell no,” he snaps. “Of course not.”
My heart fills with the emphatic statement. The man is decisive and knows what he wants. Fuck. And here I thought the issue was him not wanting to come out. Of course, we haven’t answered that question, either.
“How do you think Fynn will feel about this idea?”
I shrug. I don’t know. I can’t answer for him. For fun? Sure he would love it. But all the time. “I don’t even know how I feel about the idea.”
“But,” he looks at me, confused. “last night. That’s not a regular thing for you?”
I shake my head. “That was a test for you.”
“Did I pass?”
I smile. “You liked watching?”
“I liked it a whole fucking lot.”
And I like you a whole fucking lot, I think. But can I share him with Fynn?
“Is he going to be okay with that?”
“Fynn?” I smile. I slide my fingers down TJ’s arm, tangle my fingers with his and nod. “He’ll be more than okay with that. The chance to freely toy with you…and you with him.”
“Do you like watching?” he asks.
“Voyeurism has never really been my thing.”
“Yeah, well, I didn’t think it was my thing either.”
I chuckle. “I don’t mind being watched. At the club, it happens all the time, planned or not. Fynn loves being watched.”
“I gathered that,” TJ laughs. “He is worth watching, that’s for sure. There is something about him, so, I don’t know…whatever it is, is so damn sexy.”
I raise my eyebrows a bit and meet his eyes. A prick of jealousy tries to dig its way into my belly.
“Does that make you jealous?” He purrs. “That I find Fynn attractive, too?”
“I’m not sure.” That is an honest answer.
“He got to make me come before you did.”
I nod. Having Fynn with us was a test. I wanted to show TJ who I am. What my preferences are. It was a test. I half expected it to turn him off. When it didn’t, I’ll admit I was glad. But watching Fynn with him. That affected me in ways I didn’t expect. I didn’t like it. Not at all. The way they looked at each other. Now, this admission that he finds Fynn attractive.
“I’m not used to having a third.” I don’t even like having a third.
“Really?”
“Really. That isn’t what we do. Last night was…. well it wasn’t planned. And the only expectation I had was that it might deter you. Scare you off.”
“A third person, watching you or seeing how you treated him?”
“All the above.”
“Well, I don’t want a third for the sake of a third. I’m not sure sharing is really my thing. I’ve never cared enough about anyone to care. But you…and Fynn. I liked the way it felt…all of us, together.”
