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I had to resist choking back a sob because that was all he’d done since the day he took me in his office. At first, I’d been so blinded by his sexual prowess, but now, I was finally starting to clear the haze from my head, and what I saw did more than hurt me. It terrified me. I’d given my heart to this man, and he’d never even know it, because his own was something he could never give to me.
I didn’t care if others knew about us, and while I could see his point when it came to his career, there were other places we could go and things we could do. Nothing ever happened because he’d gotten comfortable using me to satisfy his sexual appetite, then leaving me broken when he walked away. Sure, I got multiple orgasms, and the most mind-blowing ones at that, but they no longer eased the ache in my chest.
Callum untied the strap to one heel, then slid it off my foot before doing the same with the other. They hit the floor with a resounding thud, and it brought me back to the present. I watched as he sheathed his cock, and my tongue darted out to trace my lips. I could still taste him. He was as hard as he’d been before I went down on him. He was very sexual and if nothing else, I’d reaped the benefits of it up until now. The end was coming, and likely even sooner than he realized.
“Fuck me,” I pleaded with both my eyes and mouth.
Callum climbed up the bed and my legs fell apart on reflex. He spread them even wider, then positioned his cock where I wanted to feel it most. With a single thrust, he buried his shaft to the hilt which drew a ragged cry from me. He was long and thick, and even through the condom, I could feel him twitch inside of me until he began to move. He started to drive into me with the same rhythm he usually did, and I had to admit that being with him felt a lot like being home. When he was fucking me like this, there was no other place I’d rather be.
Callum groaned a few times, the raspish sounds causing goosebumps to rise on my skin. I was so close to the edge, and when he leaned forward and buried his head in my neck once more, I nearly came. I wanted to make this last longer, so I relented even though it was a feat to do.
He slid his hands under my back as I arched my chest against him. Skin to skin, his warmth infused the rapidly cooling parts of me. I gripped his shoulders, then dragged my nails down his back as he changed the angle of penetration and began fucking me even harder.
“I can’t hold off on any longer,” I warned.
“Don’t, Nicole. Come for me.”
His words set off a nuclear reaction inside of me as I exploded for him. The orgasm was stronger than any I remembered having with him, and over the course of the last few months, there had been too many to count. Callum felt so good that I wanted to wrap my entire body around him and never let go. I had to, though. And that time was near. For now, I allowed him to continue to drive into me before he untangled my limbs and flipped me over onto my stomach.
I went to move onto my knees, but his hand on my back stopped me. “Hold still. I need to prepare you so it won’t hurt so bad.”
Little did he know, nothing he found in that tube or did with his cock would make the inevitable hurt any less. I was the worst kind of person for actually having sex with him now knowing I’d be leaving him for good afterward. It gave new meaning to the words ‘one for the road’ and that filled me with as much shame as knowing I’d always be his dirty little secret.
Something wet and warm dripped onto my ass and trickled between my cheeks. He was holding them open with one hand and squeezing the lube with the other. I heard the bottle hit the floor right as he inserted one finger into my ass. It didn’t feel terrible, but I knew that would change in a few minutes. Still, I pushed my ass out toward him as he slowly added a second, then third, and began to stretch my inner walls from all angles. He slowly thrust them in and out and it was so much like torture that I was close to begging him to just take me.
Callum knew the signs of my body which I was sure came from experience. In fact, I know it did. My uncle told me about his reputation, and that of the other Titans that resided in Chicago. I’d kept my interest in the Titans minimal, but thankfully neither my aunt nor uncle noticed. I heard about the conquests between New York and Illinois, and how he was neck and neck with Noah Capshaw for the biggest manwhore of them all. If anyone would recognize one, it would be him. My mother would too, which was likely the cause of her concern earlier tonight. She’d tamed my father, or so it appeared, but I’d have no such luck with this one.
He pulled his fingers out, then raised just my ass. I got on my knees but kept my face flush to the pillow. I gripped a handful of bedsheets in each fist and when he pressed his cock against me, I tried my best not to tense up. It was easier said than done, but he slowly worked his cock in there until I was filled completely, then he paused.
“Just breathe. It’s going to feel really fucking good,” he promised me which made me relax.
Callum pulled out and slowly worked his way back inside of me, repeating that a few more times before he started to fuck me harder. At first, it did hurt like hell, but as I acclimated to his size, it got a lot better. It helped that one of his hands was furiously rubbing my clit. It wasn’t long until I was about to come again. I could feel the rush of adrenaline, but he removed his hand and brought it to my shoulder. He then drove into me, pausing on occasion to roll his hips, but never slowing his rhythm.
“Your ass is so damn tight, Nicole. I could ride it for hours.”
“C-Callum,” I cried out, especially when he smacked one of the cheeks hard. It stung, but the fiery heat from his blow lessened rapidly.
He continued pounding into me, and I could do nothing more than take what he gave. My grip on the bedsheets never loosened, even as I listened to his words of encouragement. It wasn’t long before he drove me to the edge, then another hard thrust sent me catapulting off of it. I cried out his name, chanting it like a mantra until I felt him tense. I knew he’d just come so when he pulled out of my ass, I collapsed against the bed.
A short while later, I was lying in his arms. Moments like this used to make everything worth it, but I knew it wouldn’t any longer. I still cherished this last bit of time with him. The end was here, but I clung to him even harder as he lazily trailed his hand up and down my back. My head was flush to his chest, and the rhythmic sound of his heart beating was nearly enough to lull me to sleep.
I stayed awake though because I didn’t want to waste these last precious moments. My own heart was not nearly as steady as his, no matter how much I tried to calm myself down. We lay like that for over an hour until I slowly untangled my body from his.
He had drifted off, but woke up as I got out of bed. There was a beam of moonlight shining through the large windows, and when I turned toward the bed, I could see him watching me get dressed. When he sat up, I knew he was about to say something.
“Where are you going? You don’t have to leave right now.”
“I do,” I said softly, then cleared my throat. “In fact, I’m going away for good. This with you... I can’t do it anymore, Callum. It’s over.”
“Over? What the hell are you talking about? Is this because of what we just did?”
Callum was now sitting upright, and I knew he intended to get up. If he touched me, my resolve would very well disintegrate, then we’d be back here again. I shook my head and also verbally responded. “No, it didn’t. I’d made up my mind before you ever even stepped foot in this room. It has to be this way, so please don’t try to stop me.”
“I’m not going to give you up, Nicole. You’re mine, and you always will be.” I ignored the fresh onslaught of tears and hurried to the door. “If you walk out of this room right now, you’re going to make the biggest mistake of your life.”
CALLUM
Something had told me that it would only be a matter of time before Nicole got tired of our necessary arrangement and ended things. I’d suspected the day would come, but I still wasn’t ready for it when it actually did.
