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Tilly.
Sadness swamps me and extinguishes my good mood.
I can’t even bring myself to wonder about what she might be doing, or where she is. I have these dreams that she really just had amnesia and didn’t know who she was. Or she lives somewhere really cool, like Paris, and we don’t get to see each other much. That’s better than the reality of not knowing where she is. My chest begins to burn. No. Breathe.
My head spins and I sit up slowly, swinging my legs out from under the comforter as my feet plant on the floor. I take a few deep breaths. It’s gonna be okay. You’ll get her back. Nothing will stop you from finding her. I just can’t stomach the idea that she’s being hurt. That she’s held against her will. That God knows what is happening to her right now. I can’t think like that. I have to remain strong for her. I have to because she has nobody else. If I fold, then there’s nobody left, and I sure as shit don’t think Callaghan is gonna take over the crusade.
I sit back against the pillows and steady my breathing.
Tomorrow will be different.
Tomorrow things will change.
I know it.
I feel it in my gut, and that’s never let me down before.
I just have to believe it, like Halo always tells me.
Tilly, hang in there. I’m coming for you. With everything I have, I’m coming for you…
3
NEVADA
I lie in bed, unable to sleep.
I’m frustrated and all I can think about is my girl, pushed up against the wall as I pressed my dick into the small of her back.
Holy shit, I’ve got it bad. I need to stop thinking about her. What I should have done is brought a sweet butt to my room at church, to soothe the ache and deal with what I have in my hand right now, but who am I kidding?
There ain’t no way I’m scratchin’ away my sexy little Mama just to get some quick snatch. Not happening. It just wouldn’t be satisfying, not like it would with her.
I know she’s curious. She can deny the attraction all she wants, but we’d be hot together. I’m not good at many things, but I’m great at sex. And to get a piece of Star’s ass… I groan out loud, fisting my cock as I squeeze the fucker until spurts of cum shoot out all over my goddamn stomach. It’s not soothing any ache, but it’s something. I never honestly thought I’d be like any of my club brothers who got snagged. Not that I’m snagged, I’m just… curious.
This mysterious, mouthy woman has my attention and I don’t know what the fuck I’m gonna do about her. The one thing I do know is that I’m the one holding the cards. She needs me to get to Cash and I have to use that to my advantage. Cash wasn’t overly happy after I returned inside. Clearly, he knows Star wants answers. And he may think I’ve fucked her, or she’s someone I can control because I got her outside to avoid a scene, but it couldn’t be farther from the truth. There ain’t no way a woman like Star could ever be controlled. I secretly like that about her. I like a little resistance. All the women I’ve ever been with are with me because I’m good looking and have a big dick. It’s not about me bragging about pussy. I love women. I always have. I treat them well and we have a good time, but it’s just sex. I’ve never had a real girlfriend, well, there was that one chick a few years ago that I dated for a few months, but she was getting all hot and heavy way too soon. I like my freedom and my own space. It’s just how I’m made, but when I think about Star having her freedom and her own space, I realize I want to occupy all of it.
I need to talk to Jett or Rock about finding out more about this woman and where she lives. They both work security for the club and Rock is the best hacker this side of the Mississippi. Everyone’s been so goddamn busy these last few weeks that I’ve had to rely on text messaging her and hoping that we’d be able to meet up. Cash being on vacation kinda pushed those plans back a little, but I plan on making up for it.
I know her last name.
That night at the bar when she was looking for Brew and Haze, their brother Hustle told me she’s known around town. Star St. Clair. Such a pretty fuckin’ name.
He also told me she’s just as tough as she comes across and used to be a kickboxing champion a few years back; she’s also known in the martial arts world and holds a black belt. I’m jonesing again at the idea that I’d get to wrap that black belt around her pretty hands while I tie them behind her back. Fuck, yeah.
So the next day, I decide that’s exactly what I’m gonna do.
When I get to the clubhouse, I head straight for Jett and Rock’s shared office. It’s next to Jas’s; Hawk, the Road Captains’ ol’ lady. She does all the accounting and other important shit around the club.
I stick my head in as I pass by her office. “Hey, baby girl, where’s that big old asshole you call a boyfriend hangin’ out?”
She looks up, her glasses perched on the end of her nose. It makes me laugh now that I hit on Jas so many times and she never gave in. She didn’t mix ‘business with pleasure’, though that didn’t stop her sucking Hawk’s dick and making him her old man. “Why, you got somethin’ I haven’t seen before in that box?”
I’m carrying a box of donuts, mainly to butter up the twins, but I’m a sharing kinda guy.
“Oh, I’d pay to watch you lick the cream out of one of these babies any day.”
She rolls her eyes. Jas is used to my shit and innuendo. “Do you ever wonder why you’re still single?”
