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But Garrett hesitated, and disappointment twisted in his chest. He bit his lip and then nosed at Maxwell’s ear and nudged him away from his shoulder. “Can I look at you, baby?”
Maxwell froze, and Garrett’s heart broke. He didn’t want him to. Maxwell slowly loosened his arms around Garrett’s neck and lay back on the bed so he could look up at him. “Alright.”
But even though Maxwell met Garrett’s eyes, Garrett could see the misgivings, the uncertainty, the defensiveness. He didn’t see any of the desperate desire and pleasure in Maxwell’s eyes that he thought he heard in his voice. How could he keep forgetting? It was like as soon as the flow of pleasure started, Garrett lost all reason and forgot the one thing Maxwell had been so clear with him about before they even got started.
They weren’t making love.
Or at least Maxwell wasn’t.
“Fuck, never mind. I’m sorry.” Garrett ducked his head and used the hand with its elbow braced on the bed to tuck Maxwell’s head back into Garrett’s shoulder.
“No, Garrett, I can—” Maxwell put his hands on Garrett’s chest, but Garrett shook his head.
“It’s okay, it’s okay,” he murmured into Maxwell’s ear and only loosened the hand that kept Maxwell tucked against him when Maxwell relaxed and wound his arms back around Garrett’s neck. He started moving his fingers again, and the last of the tension left Maxwell’s body with a soft moan. “This is okay.”
Once Maxwell’s rim felt loose and welcoming around Garrett’s fingers, he pulled them out and squeezed more lube on them. Garrett’s cock dripped precum all over the top of his blankets, but he still slicked a generous handful of lube over himself. He didn’t want Maxwell to feel even an ounce of pain.
“Garrett,” Maxwell tilted his hips with a breathy whisper, and Garrett groaned as he slicked up his own cock with a couple long strokes. Maxwell was so, so eager. He was desperate for Garrett… He just wasn’t in love with him.
“Here we go, baby.” Garrett clutched Maxwell tight to him with one hand and used the other to hold Maxwell’s thigh wide for him as Garrett touched the head of his cock to Maxwell’s loose hole. “Let me hear you.”
And Maxwell did, letting out a long, low moan as Garrett pushed his head past his rim. His moan broke up into keening gasps as Garrett kept pressing. He was going to fill this beautiful, sensitive, eager man with his cock in one insistent thrust, and Maxwell was just going to have to twist and adjust and writhe and take it. Maxwell’s blunt nails dug into the back of Garrett’s neck, and he started twitching his hips up before Garrett even bottomed out.
“Oh god, you feel good, baby.” Garrett had to close his eyes at the overwhelming sensations of Maxwell’s tight heat clenching and shivering around him as his balls finally brushed his ass. “You’re so fucking amazing.”
“Garrett,” Maxwell whined into his throat and lifted his hips, and Garrett pressed a smile into his hair. It looked like Garrett had met his goal—Maxwell didn’t seem to be in any pain at all unless Garrett counted his poor, neglected cock flushed so red with blood it was nearly bursting.
“Don’t worry, baby, I’m gonna take care of you.” Garrett slid his hand down the back of Maxwell’s thigh to grip his ass and slowing started pumping his cock into him. “There you go. Does that feel good?”
“Yes.” Maxwell buried his face even deeper into Garrett’s neck and pressed himself up into Garrett, so close that his cock brushed Garrett’s abs. “Yes.”
“Is this what you wanted?” Garrett changed his angle until Maxwell’s body seized up and then he picked up the pace. “You want to feel me taking you apart and filling you up until all you can fucking think about is how good you feel?”
“Yes, Garrett.” Maxwell rocked his hips in time with Garrett’s thrusts and rubbed his sticky cock over Garrett’s stomach. “Garrett.”
Garrett growled and dug his fingertips into Maxwell’s flesh and started pounding that spot in Maxwell that made him shake. He wasn’t going to last. He’d been too desperate for this for too long. He could only hope he’d worked Maxwell right up to the edge with him. “You want to come on my cock, baby?”
“Yes!” Maxwell sobbed as Garrett fucked him, his body writhing and jerking and pumping up into him. “Garrett, please, yes.”
“Then you will, baby.”
Garrett swiped up some of the lube dripping from Maxwell’s hole and then grabbed Maxwell’s straining cock. Maxwell cried out, and his muscles clenched, and Garrett thought Maxwell might come just from that, but he held on. So Garrett started stroking Maxwell in time with his thrusts. Maxwell’s breath came in short, hard gasps, and his thigh shook around Garrett’s hips.
“Oh, you’re so close, baby.” Garrett dropped his own forehead to the mattress, panting as he worked Maxwell’s body and struggling to keep his own rhythm steady and consistent even as his hips started to tighten in warning.
“Garrett.”
“That’s right, I’ve got you.” Garrett’s heart was as full to bursting as his balls, and goddammit, he wasn’t going to be able to come back from this. “You’re gonna feel so good.”
“Garrett, Garrett, I—” Maxwell sobbed, and Garrett gritted his teeth and pumped his hips faster and stroked Maxwell tighter.
“That’s right, that’s right. Come on, baby, I’ve got you.” Garrett felt Maxwell seize around him, and his vision blacked out with pleasure. “Fuck yes, that’s right, baby.”
“Garrett!” Maxwell shouted as his cock exploded in Garrett’s hand, shooting cum up between them and across both their chests.
Garrett finally let go and thrust wildly into Maxwell’s clenching heat until he cried out against the mattress as his orgasm slammed into him. He ground against Maxwell’s shaking body as he emptied himself into the man, wave after wave of pleasure making him shoot more into him until all Garrett could think about was how full of him Maxwell must be.
He would never be able to go back. Garrett lay collapsed across Maxwell, just barely managing to hold himself up enough on an elbow to keep from completely crushing the smaller man. He’d never be able to go back to a world in which Garrett was okay with never having this, in which Maxwell was just a crush, a sweet man he could never have.
