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“You didn’t fuck up,” he said. “You made it back alive to me. That’s all that matters.”
How I fucking wished that was true.
CHAPTER 13
Ryder wanted me to sleep, but I couldn’t sleep. I was a fucking livewire—charged and buzzing. My skin crawled while my mind raced. I paced the room frantically after he left, unable to settle down. Every time I closed my eyes, her voice drifted through my mind—soft and sweet like a little glimpse of heaven.
It drove me crazy.
It left me starved and desperate for something I couldn’t quite reach.
Come to me, Gray…
“No, no,” I muttered. I couldn’t… I couldn’t give in.
You promised you wouldn’t leave me, Gray…
“I did, I did, I did.” I nodded frantically. Had I? Had I made that promise? My fucking soul seemed to agree violently. Every minute away had me dying a little more. I was a fucking mess.
Please, come back to me, Gray… you can’t leave me…
I escaped the motel and ran straight to The Cove.
Straight to her.
Straight to the gorgeous redhead with pretty blue eyes. She greeted me with open arms and a million-dollar smile that took me out by the knees.
“I knew you wouldn’t leave me,” Journey said as I swept her up in a fierce hug. The feel of her body against mine was a goddamn drug and I was a desperate addict. I craved her. Her fingers scraped against my scalp when she ran her hand through my hair. Her breath warmed my ear as she whispered, “Such a good boy, Gray. I knew you’d listen so well.”
It felt like coming home. She felt like home. I couldn’t explain it, and I couldn’t fight it. I didn’t want to. I wouldn’t, even if I could.
I tangled my fingers in her hair and dragged her mouth to mine, needing a taste of her. My tongue battled hers while she grabbed hold of my belt and pulled me closer. My dick was hard as stone against my zipper. Needy and aching.
“Easy, Gray,” she whispered with a laugh against my lips. “So eager, my good boy.”
“Fuck, I need you,” I murmured and kissed her again—hard. Her little giggles and sighs were euphoric. Intoxicating perfection. God, this fucking woman was everything.
By the belt, she pulled me into a dark alcove. Just me and her and a tiny place where her body pressed against mine. No one could see us as we disappeared into our own space. I touched every inch of her I could, and it still wasn’t enough. Pushing her against the wall, I rolled my hips against hers with a moan.
“Please, Journey.” I wasn’t above begging for just a sliver of something from her. My hands traveled under her torn band shirt. She was soft and warm and fuck, I loved the feel of her. “I’ll do fuckin’ anythin’, baby. Please.”
“Would you really do anything for me, Gray?” she asked quietly. Those pretty blue eyes held mine as she waited for an answer. Heavy emotions I couldn’t verbalize clogged my throat, so I nodded. It was the best I could do. Planting a hand on my chest, she pushed my back against the opposite wall. “You’re so good to me, Gray. You’re such a good boy, aren’t you?”
She stroked my hard length through my jeans, and I damn near came undone right there. Fuck, no one should feel so goddamn good without doing a damn thing. My head tipped back against the wall with a strangled groan as she repeated the action.
“Answer me, Gray,” Journey ordered, giving my throbbing cock a light squeeze.
“Yes, ma’am,” I managed to get out. I was at her complete mercy as she unbuckled my belt and undid my pants. My mind was empty as fuck, and my body was a coiled ball of heat ready to explode. “Fuckin’ hell…”
“Good boys deserve to be rewarded,” she said. Her hand curled around my dick. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to think of every fucking thing I could to avoid losing it right there. “Don’t let go yet, Gray. I want to taste you.”
“Fuck, baby,” I replied. “You keep talkin’ like that, and I ain’t goin’ to make it that long.”
“You can hold out for me.” She lowered down onto her knees in front of me. I resisted the urge to thread my fingers in her hair. She was in control, not me. Her tongue flicked over the head of my dick, and she moaned as she lapped up the pre-cum beading there. The sound was the definition of erotic.
She ran her tongue along the entire length of my cock before taking just the tip in her mouth. Fuck me. Was it supposed to feel this goddamn good? I was flying high. She took all of me without hesitation, and I hit the back of her throat. When she swallowed and her muscles tightened briefly around me, I moaned in competition with the club music. My hips rocked forward of their own accord.
“That’s it, Gray,” she coaxed as she popped off for just a moment. “Let me feel you lose control for me.”
