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“Don’t, sweetheart,” he replied heartily. “Trust me, I've been in this business long before you were born. In my line of work, this is a game …”
He was still talking when I interrupted him. “—A bloody game.”
I know how bloody this game can be, that's why I reached out to Nik.
“True,” he said, “You know what else is true?” The question was rhetorical, but I shook my head.
He leaned closer and said softly in a voice as faint as a whisper. “The fact that your old man knows how to play the game.”
There was a dangerous smile on his face, which ironically gave me a sense of satisfaction. We looked at each other and for some reason, we burst out laughing. His chuckles were accompanied by a series of coughing fits, but he kept laughing.
I looked at him, glad that he was all right, and as I stared in his direction, I found myself slowly drifting into the thoughts of the one person I didn't want to think about.
I wish I could tell you about Nik.
When I got home, my hormones were all messed up. My head was like a broken record full of memories of that night when the images of Nik ran in an endless loop.
I had to ignore my filthy thoughts in the presence of my father, but my room though, was a different territory. A haven to let my imagination roam. I threw myself on the bed and let out a sigh as I reminisced freely about that night. Of the things we did, of the things he did to me with his mouth, his tongue, his fingers, and his big, veiny cock. Oh, how that meaty thickness made my virgin pussy ache, how he filled my insides, made me want to be with him again.
I grinned from ear to ear, staring blankly at the ceiling and my heart pounded in my chest. His commanding emerald eyes … so fucking sexy, and hot. Oh god … It was wrong to feel this way about Nik. What was wrong with me?
The memory of his possessive hands roaming over my body, tracing every curve and indentation, gave me goosebumps. A deep, pulsating heat gathered between my thighs. I wished and longed for his touch.
I ran my thumb over the seams of my lower lip and imagined his, then let my hands slide to my breasts. My nipples stood erect, hard, and pointed. The hot sensation became too intense to ignore, and my wet pussy begged for release.
A soft moan escaped my lips as I slipped one hand into my panties, pretending it was Nik’s, while the other hand caressed my nipples. It didn’t feel half as good as his skillful fingers, but it would have to do for now.
Don't you fucking do it. Fuck, I need him.
The voice of reason in my head screamed at me as my middle finger settled on my clit, trying to find the pleasure spots Nik had found so easily. My breathing became shallow as an electric current shot up my spine.
Oh shit!
My finger relentlessly glided through my wetness, in and out of my slippery vagina and I imagined it was his. But my hands and fingers were not as big, not skilled as his.
How did he do it? Up …down …in …out … around …
I shouldn’t be touching myself to the memory of Nik, but I couldn’t stop seeing his dark eyes, the heat of them as his wet mouth took everything he wanted …fueling my desire, my hunger. He had managed to bring out the lioness in me.
I was too horny to think straight. Even in his absence, it felt so real. My middle finger rubbed faster over my little bundle of nerves; my toes curled when I heard myself moaning his name out loud.
“Nikolai!”
I immediately stopped myself and finally gained control of my senses. This was so fucked up. I sighed and pulled my hands out of my underpants, adjusted my top, and sat upright.
This has to stop.
Whatever it was, it was a mirage, and I could no longer fool myself that it was more than that. It was time for me to wake up. I took some time to think and weighed up my options. There was no future with him.
Nik was a dangerous and ruthless man, an enemy to the family and my father would never approve of this union …this fling.
That's what it was, just a fling. Snap the hell out of it.
I was finished. It happened once, a moment of carelessness. Nothing but a mistake. I had lost myself in my lust for him, he took my virginity, and that was it. I took my life back into my own hands and decided right then and there that my relationship with Nik would be strictly work-related. Besides, he wouldn’t want a girl like me, he had plenty of women who could fulfill his needs better than me.
Shit happens! People make mistakes. You've made yours. It's time to move on.
I sighed with confidence and rose to my feet. At that moment I felt it. The dizziness. I felt light-headed. I'd already had that feeling this morning, but I hadn't thought much about it.
