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Separating my lips from hers, I wrap my arms around her shoulders, pulling her in for a hug. I nuzzle my face into the crook of her neck, filling my nostrils with her scent as her hands gently stroke my back.

“We went all last week without seeing each other,” I remind her, even though I know that answer is bullshit. Things are different between us now.

“Yeah, but things are different between us now, right?” she asks, repeating my unspoken thoughts.

I smile into her neck as I assure her. “Yeah, baby, they are.”

I continue to hold her tightly in my arms as she rubs her hands over the length of my back.

“I’m going to miss you.”

“I’m going to miss you too,” she says into my chest with so much sadness in her tone that it makes my heart hurt. But it also makes me content, knowing she wants me to be around as much as I want to be with her.

“Don’t make plans for Saturday. We have our first preseason game at home, and I need you to be there. Will you come?” I pull away to look at her, but keep my arms draped over her shoulders.

“If you want me to be there, I’ll be there,” she assures me with a sweet smile.

“I don’t just want you there, I need you there.” I press my lips to hers, wanting her to feel how much I’m going to miss her this week. She smiles into my mouth, obviously enjoying my neediness.

I continue to kiss her, and I kiss her hard, right there in the middle of campus. Grabbing her hip, I press her tight little skirt into me, closing the space between us. As I cup her face with my hands, she grips the bottom of my shirt in her fists, making me wish we were in her room or mine so I could peel this sexy little outfit off her. But unfortunately, that’s going to have to wait until this weekend. I usually love going on the road for hockey, but now, I would much rather stay home and in bed with Logan.

Since practice ended, I’ve been trying to pack for the week, but I’m having a hard time keeping my mind off Logan. I want to know what she’s doing, I want to know what she’s wearing, and I want to know if she’s thinking about me as much as I’m thinking about her.

I’m trying to maintain my resolve. I’m trying to be responsible by staying home to allow Logan space to study, but I can’t hold myself back any longer. I’m not going to see her all week, and it’s already eleven; how much more studying could she really have?

I decide to find out as I grab my suitcase and car keys to drive over to Logan’s dorm.

The light in Logan’s room shines through the crack under her door, so I know she’s awake. I knock but don’t wait for her reply before I open the door.

“Fuck,” I hear myself say when I spot Logan standing next to her dresser.

She’s wearing this sexy little matching set of grey Calvin Kleins. The top is in the shape of a sports bra, but judging by how her tits are bouncing around, I doubt it’s workout-approved. The bottoms are shorts. I guess if you want to call them that. They’re panties in the shape of shorts, but small enough that the bottom of her perky ass cheeks are peeking out. She was in the middle of putting her hair up when I barged in, so I feel like I’m getting a private little show with her arms up above her head and body on full display.

I know my eyes are bugged out of my head right now, and my jaw is practically on the floor, but I can’t help myself as I keep on staring at her. I’ve never seen this much of her skin before, and I can’t wait for the day that I see all of it—in my hands. I’ve been trying to be a good guy since I met her, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t think about burying myself in her at least once a day.

“Sorry, baby.” I attempt to pull my gaze from her but fail miserably.

“What are you doing here?” she excitedly asks, a giant grin plastered across her face. She doesn’t seem in the least bit fazed that she’s barely dressed as she comes prancing over to greet with me with a hug.

Her body wraps around me, as I feel myself already hardening beneath my joggers. I made sure not to wear jeans tonight—I learned my lesson on Saturday. Snaking my arms around her back, I pull her in closer to me before leaning down to place a kiss on her collarbone, over her tattoo. The warmth of her barely-covered skin mixed with her sweet scent is sending me into overdrive.

“Are you done studying?” I ask as she pulls away. She finishes throwing her hair on top of her head in a messy way, and I swear it feels like I’m watching a live ad for Calvin Klein right in front of my eyes.

“I am,” she says before noticing my gaze drifting down her body. “Shit!” She tries to cover herself while grabbing an oversize tee from her dresser and throwing it on over her matching set. She clearly forgot that she was in only her bra and underwear when I walked in.

I, however, will never forget.

I laugh as her cheeks begin to flush.

“Nothing I’m not going to see eventually,” I tell her with a sly grin as she rolls her eyes at my arrogance. “Honestly, I was kind of hoping you were still wearing that sexy little outfit from today so that I could be the one to take it off of you.” I saunter over to her, pulling her hips into me. Her cheeks deepen in color, and her dimples pop out while she tries to hold back her embarrassed smile.

“What are you doing here? I thought you were leaving for the airport in the morning.” She pecks my lips before leaving my grasp and taking a seat on her bed.

“I am. I have to meet the buses at five, but can I stay over? I mean, if you’re just going to bed now, anyway.”

“Of course,” she beams. “You don’t have to ask. I want you here.”

“Thanks, baby.” I close and lock her door behind me before pulling off my shirt and slipping out of my shoes, leaving me in only my joggers. I make sure they’re hanging low on my hips so she can see my lowest ab muscles because, quite honestly, I’m trying my best to tempt her. I don’t care if I have to be up in a few hours; this is my only night with her all week.

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