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I love you.
Your Lucas x.”
I sob as Smokey grips my knee, muttering, “Fuck, please tell me all those letters are not like that?”
I shake my head, grabbing another random one and quickly open it, hoping they aren’t, but I’m proved wrong. My body shakes reading his words as Smokey curses, reading over my shoulder, not realizing how bad his brother got, the pain he felt without me, how close he was to giving up, just like I was….
Oh God, what did I do?
My Dearest Pixie,
I can’t breathe, baby, I can’t fucking breathe.
I decided to go for a ride. I didn’t look at the speedometer, I just rode, everything passing me in a blur, your eyes all I could see. I guess I passed Dad in the club’s truck. He called me with Shelly, who was screaming for me to slow down.
They asked if I was trying to kill myself, and I guess at that moment, a weakened moment, I was.
Axel, the Untamed Prez, and Snake both showed up at some point in the blur, and my dad was shouting for me.
I wrecked my bike again, baby. I woke to Shelly crying over my body.
I know I’m worrying them, hurting them, but I can’t live without you, Pixie.
Why did you have to do it, huh? Why did you have to try to save me? I finally had you, finally felt whole, and now it’s all gone.
Come back to me, Kennedy, please.
I love you.
Your Lucas x
17
Doc – One Week Later
I sigh as I down the shot of whiskey in front of me, needing to drink this fucking day away.
Quinn was shot saving Noah, and is lucky to be alive. Jingles, a clubwhore, and Noah’s biological mother, held a gun to his head, upset that she didn’t get Breaker’s patch after he was born, and decided to blame a fucking child. Turns out the bitch needed money for drugs, so she was working with some fuckers trying to take over our town, fuckers that both Breaker and Tats have been trying to get rid of. She claimed she wasn’t going to shoot him, but where she hit Quinn yesterday, would have been Noah’s head.
I sigh, dropping my head. I finally heard Ken’s voice again after a week of radio silence. I honestly thought she’d call after reading the letters, but she didn’t…. Fuck, Smokey hasn’t left me alone, though. Even now, I can feel the fucker’s eyes burning into my back, so I know she read at least one in the truck with him, yet nothing. Fucking nothing.
I play with the glass and say loudly in the half-full common room, “Go home to your women, Smoke.”
I hear him chuckle and rasp, “Liv knows why I’m here and is all for it, and April is asleep. I’ll go home when you do.”
I groan, dropping my head on the bar. I feel him sit next to me, the smell of smoke hitting me. When he pats my back, I mumble, “I’m telling Liv you’re smoking again,” making him chuckle, knowing full well she’ll smell it on him when he gets home. He’ll be in the doghouse for about twenty minutes before she’ll need him.
Shaking my head, I open my mouth to tell him to just go home, that I won’t do a Breaker and let someone suck me off, when I hear a screech, and we both turn around.
“What the fuck,” Smoke mumbles beside me, and I nod because…what the actual fuck.
Celine, Snake’s old squeeze, has her hands gripped in Crystal, a clubwhores, hair and is currently dragging her off Bulldozer, Breaker’s grandfather's cock, and I don’t even think; I grab my phone and hit record as I mutter, “Bulldozer must be good in the sack,” making Smokey snort, choking on his beer mid sip. Celine grabs Crystal's tit, squeezing it hard, fighting dirty, after chucking her on the floor. Crystal, being brought up around fighting, punches Celine in the face. I chuckle as Celine slumps down, but my chuckle soon dies, my mouth hanging open as she screeches, “I’m pregnant, bitch!”
“Please tell me Breaker does not have an uncle or aunt on the way….” Smokey mutters in shock. I can’t even answer him…. I’m speechless.
The dude is in his sixties, and I could swear he had the snip….
Crystal looks at Bulldozer in shock while he just chuckles and admits, “I’m firing blanks, bitch. Now fuck off and stop trying to trap a brother just because Snake no longer wants you.” Celine’s cheeks redden as she roughly moves her black hair away from her face, but Bulldozer doesn’t acknowledge her anymore as he snaps, “Crystal, get your ass back on my cock.”
