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LILY
Clutching my arms around my waist, I stroll the grounds where the carnival is set up next. This isn’t a life I ever envisioned for myself. Yet, here I am, with my best friend by my side.
Alice and Lars are an inferno together. Lars’s obsession with her is fierce, almost maddening. He clings to her like she’s the oxygen he breathes, which, admittedly, can be grating. And I thought Cade was possessive.
I can’t deny that I wanted him to come to my apartment and force me to leave with him a week ago. There’s something fundamentally wrong with me. Cade’s dominance ignites a fire within, a raw, unquenchable need. I crave it. Especially when he forces himself on me wearing a mask.
“Wait up, angel!” Cade’s voice cuts through the air.
I spin to face him, my pulse quickening at the sight of those dark, desire-filled eyes.
“Where do you think you’re going?”he murmurs, his arms coiling around me like a vice.
“I’m just exploring,”I whisper, melting into him. “And thinking.”
“Thinking about what?”he demands, his voice a low, thrilling growl.
“How crazy this all is. Me and you.”
He kisses me roughly, stealing the breath from my lungs. “Nothing crazy about it. We’re meant to be, baby.”
Heat flushes my cheeks as I glance away. “You’re right. We’re meant to be together. I can’t imagine my life without you now.”Nervous, I bite my lip and meet his intense gaze. “There’s been something on my mind lately...”
Cade raises a brow, his eyes darkening with curiosity. “What is it? You know you can tell me anything.”
“A kink I want to explore more.”
He groans softly, his grip tightening. “What kind of kink?”
“Rape fantasy,”I breathe, my voice barely a whisper. “I know we’ve done it, but I want to role-play it more seriously.”
My heart races as I wait for Cade’s reaction. His eyes blaze with desire, and he pulls me closer, his voice low and gravelly. “Rape fantasy sounds fucking hot. You’ve been holding out on me, baby. I knew there was a naughty side to you waiting to be unleashed.”
I flush under his intense gaze. “I thought you might not want to...”
Cade cuts me off with a rough kiss, his tongue plundering my mouth. “Oh, I want to. I’m going to make all your filthy fantasies come true. Now, tell me exactly what happens in this fantasy of yours.”
I glance around, wondering if someone might hear us. It’s absurd, considering some of the guys have actually gotten off on watching us fuck. Knowing their names now, it’s a bit embarrassing seeing them. Nash, Remy, and Colt all pretend they didn’t see me get taken in both holes that night.
“Getting shy, angel? How about we find somewhere quieter?”
I smile. “Where do you have in mind?”
He grabs my hand roughly, dragging me away from the carnival camp toward the forest.
“Where are we going?”I demand.
“Somewhere private,”he says, a predatory glint in his eyes.
I follow Cade into the forest, my heart pounding with raw anticipation. He leads me down a winding path until we reach a secluded clearing. With a sudden, forceful movement, Cade pins me against a tree, his body pressing urgently into mine.
“Tell me about this fantasy of yours,”he growls. “I want to know every filthy detail.”
I flush with a mix of embarrassment and arousal, but the hunger in his eyes pushes me on. “I imagine being taken against my will...forced. You catch me off guard, maybe alone in the trailer or wandering somewhere, and you’re wearing a mask.”Biting my lip, I hesitate.
“Keep going, baby. I want to know.”
