“For me?”
“Yes, Josie.”
Victor is dead serious.
He did this?
Did he organize the fireworks? For me?
Last night he held me as I cried, and tonight he has planned fireworks just for me. I know I promised myself not to open my heart up after my messy separation from Kevin, but I have the sudden realization that it is far too late for promises now.
I’ve been falling for Victor Penmayne.
This entire time.
For this entire fake relationship.
It’s not a lie.
I have been hurtling toward him this entire time.
I can’t deny it anymore. I can’t try to wave it away. It has happened. The proof is real - I am going crazy for this man.
And these damn fireworks aren’t helping.
“You really did all this for me?” I ask him, my voice barely a whisper.
“Yes, Josie. I really did them for you. Everything I’ve done since I met you has been for you.”
I take a step toward him.
“It’s... too much... Victor...”
“Nothing is too much when it comes to you, Josie. Nothing.”
And then it’s too late.
I’m kissing him again.
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JOSIE
I cannot resist this man – or his kisses - any longer. He’s just too kind. He’s just too thoughtful. Too handsome. Too much the perfect man.
He’s just too... beautiful.
That’s it. Beautiful. That’s the best way I can describe him, both inside and out.
And so I kiss him as the literal fireworks explode above our heads and as metaphorical fireworks explode in my heart. And I know it’s not the smartest thing to do – allowing yourself to fully open up to a famous actor playboy with a bank account the amount of a small country. I know it’s really fucking stupid for a small town barista to do.
But how can I not when it is Victor we are talking about? He is the man who organized these fireworks just for me. He is the man who held me tight and without a single complaint as I cried. He is the only man who has ever actually listened to me ramble and rant about my problems and didn’t say a word.
He is beautiful.
I feel a connection to him – something that’s beyond his looks and his fame and his wealth. I feel like we have something more. He is not the man the media and his reputation make him out to be.
With me, he is someone else.