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“You’ve been wanting to do this?” I ask him. “Fuck me?”
The man grunts.
“Yes. For a hell of a long time. I’ve really wanted to fuck you.”
“You’ve wanted me?”
“Ever since I first saw you, Josie.”
God, those words...
“You’ve been holding yourself back,” I whisper. “I can tell.”
“Yes. I have. For you. I didn’t know if you wanted me. I could’ve used all my old tricks on you, but I didn’t. I want you for you. Your decision, not my games.”
God, I’ve wanted him for a long time...
“I’ve denied what I’ve wanted,” I say. “I’ve been so stupid. And I would never have fallen for your games, Victor.”
“Well, you have me now.”
The man grunts again as he thrusts deep. He kisses me. I kiss him back.
And then he finishes.
A roar passes through his lips.
“Yes,” I whisper into his ear. “I have you now. On my terms.”
54
VICTOR
Josie snuggles into my arms as our boat bobbles gently in the dark and empty lake. The fireworks are over, both in terms of the explosions in the sky and in our sensual contact. We’re both so overcome with what has just happened. All we can do is touch each other. Connect with each other.
I’ve never wanted to connect with a girl post-sex before...
“That was nice,” she whispers as she pulls in closer.
I hold her tighter. I smell her. Her skin is warm and soft.
And I know I’ve really done something here - something I don’t know if I could escape even if I wanted. It’s like I’ve committed to something, and it’s too damn early to figure out what it is exactly...
We sleep together in the same bed when we get back to the villa. No one made that decision, but it just felt right to the both of us. To be honest, I’m relieved we did. Somehow, I wanted to be physically close to Josie. I wanted to hear her sleep. I wanted to feel her next to me.
What is going on, Victor?
This is truly a unique experience for me. No way in hell could you have found me actually wanting to sleep next to a girl with no sexual pleasure. I usually liked to leave the minute the fucking was over, but not with Josie.
Josie wakes up first. She stirs, and I stir with her. It’s like my body is attuned to her, for some crazy reason. I am normally a deep sleeper - the other person in the bed doesn’t wake me usually. But Josie merely moving makes my consciousness want to get up with her.
Really? What the hell is going on, Victor?
I stay in bed as she slides out of it.
“I’m going for a swim in the lake,” she whispers to me. “A little morning swim.”
I simply nod in acknowledgment, overwhelmed with all these new emotions peppering my mind.
