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“No,” I answer. “I want you with us.”
She softly argues, “But you two need privacy. You’ve been waiting a long time and?—”
“You’re with us,” Colt interjects. “At least watch us. It feels more real that way, like we’re not hiding anymore.”
Blair nods. “Then y’all need to be ready.”
“He’s so hot and jealous,” Colt growls, “I’m damn hard and ready.”
“Have you done anal?”
Colt answers, “Does a finger in the ass count?”
“Not when you compare it to his big man bone,” Blair warns. “Or yours. If you want me there, it’s not gonna be an amateur anal hour. It’s your first times, so we gotta do it right.”
Never in college, when I was tying anal beads to Blair’s license plate, and she was sending me weekly shipments of maximum strength hemorrhoid cream, did I think we’d be here. With her, handing me a little rubber blue ball ear syringe and Colt a red one.
“Just put a little warm water in it,” she advises, “not a lot.”
We’re standing in my bathroom, and it’s obvious what we’re supposed to clean with them, but it’s not obvious, “How did you know to bring two of these?” I ask.
She smiles, pecking my cheek. “Because I’m Noah of the Ninety-Nine. I loaded up two of everything.”
Colt cocks a brow. “Ninety-nine?”
“Anal sex.” Blair sighs, “Y’all have lots to learn.”
“Oh,” I laugh, “forgive us, dear Oracle of the Orifices, that we don’t know every term.”
She asks, “Do you know if you’re using condoms?”
“I am,” Colt says, “until I’m tested. But he’s not. I know he’s clear, and I want to feel him inside me.”
Damn, that stirs my cock. It races my pulse. There’s an edge of fear in this, too, but with them, I feel safe.
“I want to go first,” I tell him. “I want you inside me first.”
Only a few times have I felt this rush of nerves. Of fear. Of lust. Of a first.
Colt was my first love. All those girls in high school? He thought I was fucking them, but no. I pleasured them. I gained great digit and tongue skills while I got enough blow jobs to last ten lifetimes.
Okay, that’s a lie. You can never have enough blowjobs.
I told girls I rarely fucked (meaning never fucked) because it was a distraction. I guess that’s where my fear started.
So, Colt felt like my first because he was. It was love.
My first woman was Reese. I was twenty. I waited that long because I was waiting on Colt. It was awkward and fast at first. Eventually, it got good, but it was never great.
No woman—even with all the kink I dabbled with—was great, mind-blowing, heart-melting, toe-curling, and soul-altering until Blair.
The way she touched me, kissed me and took me, I was like, “Oh fuck, this is what it’s supposed to feel like. This is what people lose their minds for. This is what loving a woman is like,” and I was found.
I’m forever found inside Blair.
With Colt now, too?
It’s going to overwhelm me. I’m going to drown. Being with him. Having her there. I’m not going back, and I know it.
