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“I still object to that,” Colt interrupts. “You’re outnumbered.”
“And you’d like to fuck a clean pussy. Not one dunked in toilet water, so you decide, your Highness of Hygiene.”
I laugh. “She’s got you there. But—” I insist, “I’m dead serious about your fake eyelashes. Damn things look like attack spiders on the bathroom countertop. I about shit my shorts.”
“Fine,” Blair agrees. “I’ll put them away, but I’m serious about my new rule, about Ruby and Vale. If they’re muff-munching, I support it but don’t want to see it.”
Colt snorts, “Won’t you get kicked out of lesbian land for saying that?”
“No!” Blair turns in her seat, telling him. “I’ve muff-munched. I’m bi. All love is beautiful to me. I just don’t want to see my sister do it. My ovaries will shrivel into raisins at the sight.”
“I suspect Vale feels the same,” I say, taking the exit ramp. We drive by the gas station I’ll never forget, so I wonder aloud, “But do you ever miss it?”
“Miss what?” Blair asks. “Having a twin so identical that people treat us like the same person?”
“No,” I answer. “I mean, if Vale’s with Ruby, do you miss it, too? Do you ever miss being with women?”
Colt calls from the back seat, “Please answer yes, and please let me watch.”
“I don’t know.” Blair pops her shoulders. “Not really. I’m so dick-drunk in love with you two; I’m happy. I don’t miss anything.”
“Well, Raven, you have my vote,” Colt assures. “If you ever get hungry for another bikini burger, you have my permission. I won’t mind.”
“You won’t?”
“Why should I?” Colt answers me. “I get you and her. You get me and her. It’s kinda unfair in our bipoly world that she doesn’t get to satisfy her needs. I get it. I like pussy, too. I want her to be happy.”
“Babe?” I ask, worried. “Are you satisfied with just us? Do you want to be with a woman, too?”
Blair throws her chin up, laughing. “Oh, I’m satisfied. It takes me a day to recover from your double-dicking. My vag needs a vacay. There’s no way I could squeeze more orgasms into my weekly calendar. I’d never get books written.”
“I’m serious. Colt’s right.”
“Usually am,” he adds.
“If you want to be with a woman, too, we need to talk about it.”
“Oh?” Blair sounds intrigued. “But would you get jealous?”
“Yep.”
“Nope.”
Obviously, Colt and I differ.
“He’s okay with it,” I say, “but honestly, I’m… ”
What the hell is this emotion? Jealousy?
No, not really. It’s deeper. It’s not negative. It’s not ugly or insecure.
It’s…
I pull to the side of the street. We’re in our neighborhood. No one cares, but I do. I turn to her.
“Babe, I love you. I always have, and I always will.” I look over my shoulder and tell Colt, “And I love you, too. Always. I just want us. The three of us. That’s what I’m saying. But if you… ”
Shit, it hurts my heart.
