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It eases the panic in my chest.
I’m not alone. Not anymore. And not in this moment of urgency. I’m surrounded by people I desire, people I trust and coming to love.
I’m so fucking lucky.
And so fucking gone, lost in painful arousal. The need to be knotted and bitten is trying to overtake my every thought, but even as I think that, I catch a glimpse of the alphas’ cocks and knots, and my mouth dries out.
Gah, they’re fucking huge. Like, really, there’s no way I can take that. I lean back and prop myself up on my elbows as a tremor starts in my body—my body that hasn’t forgotten its deep pathways of anxiety. Not even a heat can erase them, it seems.
“What’s wrong?” Roman’s handsome face fills my vision. “Say, what’s the matter?”
“No.” I shake my head. “Can’t do it. Too big.”
“What’s too big?”
“Their fucking dicks!” I blurt out, waving a hand toward the alphas kneeling on the enormous bed beside me. “And knots! Don’t you see them?”
Brinlee lets out a muffled snicker. I turn to find her kneeling there, still in her makeup from the dance show, eyelids glittering and mouth painted red. She’s still in her glittery clothes, too.
Mm… distracting.
“I’ve heard say,” she whispers, sliding a small, cool hand over my cheek, “that omega bodies are made to accommodate alpha cocks and knots, so you should be fine.”
“I don’t know.” I lick my lips. My mouth is dry. “What if my body wasn’t made for that?”
“What I’ve heard is that you may want to start slow,” Roman says, lying on his side beside me, partly blocking my view of said huge cocks and knots, and propping his cheek on his hand.
“Slow?”
“Yeah. Let us relax you. My cock, for instance, is pretty big”—he sticks his tongue out to me—“but not that big, you know what I mean?”
“I can help you relax, too.” Brinlee smiles, leaning forward, her round tits almost slipping out of her sequined top. “Why not start with us, the small fish?”
Fuck, so damn distracting.
And they were right. Casey told me something of the sort, one night when we were half-drunk and he’d been in a confessional mood.
I glance at the two alphas. They’re already buck naked, stroking their cocks, faces set and jaws clenched. “Is that all right?”
I expect a grunt and a curse, or maybe for them to shove our beta and delta aside and do what biology dictates, but to my surprise, they seem to have enough control over themselves. Perhaps even more than me.
“That’s a good idea,” Archer says in that deep voice of his. “We wouldn’t want to hurt you.”
“Everything that happens here is your choice,” Kyrian adds. “If at any moment you want to stop, Sawyer, just say the word.”
A weight I hadn’t realized was crushing my chest lifts. My trust in these people, my pack, deepens.
Shooting them a grateful smile, I turn back to Brinlee only to find Roman undressing her. They are undressing one another.
Holy hell.
If this is meant to relax me, my dick didn’t get the memo…
45
SAWYER
Licking and nuzzling Brinlee’s tits is like being in heaven. I fucking love it. But I don’t linger as long as I’d have wanted to because… things are getting urgent.
